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Saturday, March 29, 2008

I got a request
"Delete that post please"

It's a lot more harder if people can't tell what they really feel. Yung padadaanin na lang ba sa parinig. It won't work. You tame people more. Lahat naman pwedeng daanin sa magandang usapan e. Kung didiretsuhin mo ako, kung sosobra ka. Wag mo pong kalimutan na kaya ko din makipagsabayan. Kung nasaktan kita at sinabi mo sa akin, wag mo naman isipin na wala akong konsensya. Tao din ako, maldita, salbahe, lahat na ng kasamaan sa mundo, kahit na sa akin na lahat iyon, hindi ako nakakatanggi sa hiling ng isang tunay na kaibigan. Nakokonsensya nga ako pagganun e.

Wala lang, nakakasakit ka rin minsan. Alam mo naman un e, obvious sa aking pananalita at sa aking mukha kung ako ay nasaktan mo man. Pero kung hindi ko iyon idinura sa mukha mo, wala po akong itinatanim na galit o sama ng loob. Sana ganun ka din. Kung hindi mo kaya, ayos lang naman na idaan mo sa iyong paraan. Siguraduhin mo lang na makakarating ito sa akin. Hindi sa paraan na patalikod, kung hindi parang harap-harapan parin.

Maraming salamat at nasabi mo rin na idelete ko yung post na iyon. Kasi kung hindi, hindi ko talaga idedelete yun. Kung si Meg kaya niya iyon sabihin na hindi kumukulo ang dugo. Siguro kaya mo din kung hindi mo kayang sabihin ng harap-harapan. Lahat nga nadadaan sa magandang usapan. Hahahaha! Pero kung ayaw mo nga, okay nga lang. Bawal nga lang pagnakatalikod. Walang maaaus kasi dun e XP

Gusto ko pong iparating sa iyo ang aking paumanhin, Alexis Leuterio. Sana naman maisip mo rin kung papaano ka makapagbitiw minsan ng salita sa akin. Medyo mas masaklap nga lang ang nagawa ko. Sa ibang paraan ko na lang ulit ipapakita ang aking kasalbaihan! Sa paraang medyo makatao XP

Hahaha! Masaya magtagalog pagseryoso ka. Promise!

So ayun na yon. Sana matapos na. Be more honest. As honest as I could be towards what I think about you guys. Friendship isn't all about being kind and nice to one another. Friendship's not all about doing what's right. Friendship could also have mistakes and errors in it. But most of all in friendship there is what we call Trust, Honesty and Loyalty. I wish we all have those qualities. Para mas maganda ang pagsasamahan nating magkakaibigan. Sana hindi na tayo magbitiwan ng mga masasakit na salita sa isa't isa. Medyo, minor na lang, noh? Hahahaha!

Everything here's basically just my point of view. Taliwas tayong lahat. Pero sana meron din pinagkakasunduan. Iba ako, iba kayo. Kaya nga tayo nahihirapan.

LOVE & JOY

Saturday, March 22, 2008

Too much cotton candy...
can kill a pig.

Well yesterday we went out to visit churches. Visita Iglesia something like that. I had fun though. I kept eating sweets at the car, we were too lazy to walk, we went to 12 churches but only prayed. We didn't do the "Station of the Cross" or something like that XD We're too lazy. Well yah, I was forcing them to go to Paco Church so I could see Shamir. I love him. And so yash, I got to see him. Even for just a solid 10 minutes. I was really really happy. He looked cute in those "pambahay" outfit. Outfit. Watta word XD Hahaha~ Well yeah. YEAH!

Anyhow, our 11th church was the church at MOA, and it was already pass 8 that time so we decided to eat. We ate at this lousy restaurant. Really, the food taste bad, it was really such a waste. Well we shove it off and went outside to sit. It was really breezy, and I loved the smell of the sea. Maybe that was one of the reason why I had fun. I got see Shamir and I got to stay up late with my family beside teh sea. Or something like that. Oh yeah! I got to see Raffy XD He was with his family. They were just drinking coffee. Funny though XD Don't ask me why XP

LMAO. Sooo yes, the day before yesterday we went to MOA. Me, Shamir, Leks, Meg and Ken. My last day with Ken actually. We saw Mickey and Bro outside kamera world. Right after we took a photo XD Sayang nga at hindi sila nakasama TT^TT. Well anyhow, I really got tired that day. I was quite in a bad mood but in the end I really had fun. Wish we could hang out again someday. Though the sad thing is Ken wouldn't be there anymore. It'll be less merrier. Hope he'll come back soon, so that Meg-kun can be happy.

Hai hai.

LOVE & JOY

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

Adik sa RO.
As so we were introduced.

Yash, Alexis dropped by yesterday [and today] to show us this new sort of Ragnarok that he found in the net. It was a private server. Same as the rest, but I'm having fun since I can play it with Meg [see, she's up until 12 am playing with us], a real wonder!

Well yeah, so much about that. I guess that's just what I do during this whole week of break and nothingness. I'm glad though, 19 is just stones away. Yes, hang out with friends. I so miss them now. Not school though. School sucks. It really does. LMAO. It sucks but not as a whole.

And so, I'm just trying to keep my blog updated since... since... well it's pretty obvious - since I have nothing to do.

Ciao!

LOVE & JOY

Saturday, March 15, 2008

Graduation wus YESTERDAY.
Hooray for College!

Yesterday was our graduation, and I'm glad to say that I have finally graduated from high school, though I still have a lot to clear. I believe I'm not complete with the said requirements. Well anyhow. I was glad actually, no, I was really happy. I get to see Shamir's mom, meet Euan and Shamir's dad, and had a little chat with Euan when I got home. Dunno. I really like her XD She's funny, and I'm like chatting with my little brother Ryan.

Well anyhow, my dad was not on the graduation night, he wanted to stay home instead but he regretted it when we told him we ate at Emerald Garden or.. wait.. it's Emerald Garden right? Because the word "Secret Garden" is stuck in my mind. How I love that movie. Well anyway, my mom was there XD I was glad she went to my graduation. And I love the garland Miggs gave us, she's sweet as ever~ Plus I got presents XD I didn't know you get presents when you graduate. LMAO. Well Tita Miles gave me money, Teacher Kay gave me a present, and Noel's mom gave us too. Well everyone practically received there's but I'm really happy XD It's like graduating is a big thing. Hahaha! Well maybe it is. But anyhow, that's basically it. I just can't find the words to describe my all scrambled up emotions.

Anyhow, I really got touched with Alexis' blog post, you can read it here. Well lemme just leave some stufid shets for ya people too~

Kevin Noel Lampano, Kevin Troy Obida, Carla Mae Hutchinson, Lorenz Eugene Cabanos Vittorio Mikhail Banzon, Ralph Angelo Rivo, & David Emmanuel Ko
I would just like to say thank you, for being a part of my high school life. I eventually am grateful that I met you. Hope we would keep in touch.

Jake Randolph "Mingot" Concepcion
Eynyo! Nyusnya nya nya Ngoy?!? JK. Well Mingot, I guess hindi ko rin cia makakalimutan dahil sa bingot niya, most probably dahil dun. Nahh.. Hehehe. Jake's been like a big kuya for me, siya nag-alaga sa akin when I lost company. And yash, I thank you for that big Ngo Ngo! Sana, you wouldn't feel broken or anything like that anymore. And we will always be your tomodachi. Thanks for calling me Bish Pwend. I was really glad na may tuturin din pala sa akin bilang isang tunay na kaibigan. I wish the best for ya! Stay strong! Kita kitz nlng tau! Malapit ka lng naman sa amin e. Hohohoho!

Ken Nicolas "Uhhhh..." Harashima
Hey there Kenny! It's sad to see that you're going to leave soon.. but let's not think about it. Let's just spend some time together and enjoy the two whole days we'll spend at the mall! Thanks for looking after Meg, and thanks for being a great best friend! Thank you for all the advices and thank you being there when I needed company most. I hope we could still keep in touch even if you're in Japan. We'll look after Meg, we promise! I know what's best and not good enough for her. I'll be there for her if she needs help. I'll study Aikido if that'll make you feel beter XD JK. Well, really, thanks for the times we've spent together, I'll never forget our group.

Jethro "Cindy" Laurente
Hoy DODENG! Hahaha! Mamimiss kita kung iniisip mo na hindi! J.A.J.A parin noh! The first group I ever had. I'm glad at naging kaibigan kita! Sa katunayan nga nanghihinayang ako sa mga taon na hindi kita kinilala ng lubos. Salamat sa lahat! Sa panahon na sinamahan mo ako nung mga araw na ako'y nagmumukmok. Sa mga panahon na inalalayan niyo ako ni David. Hinding-hindi ko yun malilimutan. Kahit na sobrang layo mo na, promise, maghahanap ako na cellphone para makapag-usap man tayo paminsan-minsan. Nandito lang kami ni Jake pagkailangan mo ng tulong, at yes, good luck sa iyo dyan sa UP! I know you can do it. Salututorian nga e. Hehehehe! Congrats sa lahat ng na-accomplish me!! I pray for your success! Kita na lang tayo sa Board Exams! Hehehe!

Alexis Joel Joseph "Menyak" Leuterio
Bakla ka parin kahit anong mangyari!!! LMAO. Yes, ang aking kambal! Kakompitensya ko sa katamaran, masmalala pa sa aking kasalbaihan! Hehehe~! Hay naku si Best! Madalas sapian yan e. He never gets tired of bullying me, but it's okay, I know that's just how we say that "You're my best friend". Even if we get into each other's nerves we still understand each other. Quite though. Quite. Well yes, Alexis is our "planner", he usually is the one who plans our outing, which is uber fun and uber "bongga", bakla ba naman magaus. Hahaha! JK. Leks is not gay, somehow lang. We both have the same interest and we both love to kill each other. We're just really crazee that's all. Oi! Don't go telling me na ako lang ahh.. Bakla ka talaga! Hahaha! So yes, thank you for all the memories we've created. Thank you for being my second longest best friend. Since Meg has been... since birth. I hope that even if you're going to study at UST we'll still be able to hang out and watch over Meg for Ken. I thank you for really treating me as a best friend, even if we sometimes or ALWAYS have arguements we see it as a part of our lives. Thank you for not taking my insults personally. For I have insulted Meg in the same way, but that's just my way of saying "Thank you and that I care for you". Life has been a joyful ride, all thanks to you guys! I'm really glad I met you. Let's keep in touch.

Megumi Fiel "Fayel" Taguchi
My best friend since birth! I know we'll get to spend less time together, now that we are going to study in a separate university, but I hope that wouldn't ruin our friendship. I'll miss our times when we were high school, but I have proven that high school is not the best part of life. The best part is when you find real true friends that will last forever, not school. Hahaha! Well that's just my point of view. I didn't enjoy high school, fact is, I enjoyed having you guys for a friend. I thank you, really, for making it an okay life for me. Thanks Meg, for being there all the time. I can never repay you. I love bullying you, because I love you. I don't say sorry, because I know I'll do it again. It's not because I don't care about you... maybe that's just the way I am to people... but... well... err... XD Oh well! Basta aun na un! Hahaha! Let's keep in touch, kahit kapit-bahay lang kita, I know we'll be busy. And, don't mourn of Ken-sama's departure, he'll come back, he promised you that. Hehehe! Okay? I'll take care of you even if I bully you a lot. I just love your reactions, Ken-sama agreed on that right?!? Hahaha! I told ya! You are cute! And really charming. You hooked up every guy in class, you can't blame Ken-sama for worrying. Hehehe! Well anyhow, you know what I want to tell you. I love you Meg! Take care always! I'm here if you need help. Always turn on your cellphone now~

Shamir Isaac Fernando "Jimmy" Remigio
Huwaw! Graduate na tayo. I'm sooo happy for you ^_____^ Do your best! Because I would too. La lang XD *hay* College~ Let's enjoy it! Hehehe! La lang. Ikaw sa lahat ang mahirap gawan ng msg. Ayaw ko ngang magdrama dito. Mwahehehe! Well anyhow, ikaw yung last, dahil ikaw ang pinakaespecial. I could say na thankful ako sa JASMS dahil dito kita na kilala. You're one of the reasons why I go to school, not because I want to learn, and not only because of my friends, but most especially because of you. Nung mga time na wala ka, I only sleep and they would tease me that I'm lonely since you're not around. I may be upset most of the time, but you're the only one who can turn it around. You're the reason why I'm happy, and you'll always be. Even if I've been a pain in your neck you still cared for me. Thank you. Really. You've changed for the better, they've been telling me that. I wasn't there with you 6 years ago, so I can't say I know you completely. Because ever since we met, you've been a good great person. But they say you've changed, and yey, that's good. I'm glad you did. It's good thing you came to JASMS. JASMS is really a good school, no one picks up fight, and I'm really glad they got to influence you on calming down. You know, no fist fights. Dunno, you were already kind ever since you went here. But still oh well, so as you say in your stories that you were not before, okay lang yun, sobrang bait mo naman ngaun e~ So cute and charming XD. Congratulations! XD I don't have much too say, since it's already written in the letter I gave you, which I am hoping would still be there XD Hahaha! So yes. Thank you for the memories we've created together. Throught out all the good times and bad times we went through, I enjoyed it since I'm with you. Thank you, and I hope we'll still be together, even after college? Hahaha XD What a dream! But there's nothing wrong with dreaming. It'll eventually come true. I love you!

Yash. Thank you sa mga tomodachi ko J.A.J.A. and A.S.A.K.M. Omoide zutto zutto wasurenai sora futari ga hanarete ittemo!

LOVE & JOY

Monday, March 03, 2008

A Debut.
In SaGuijo.

It's Patti's birthday today err... Happy Birthday, anyhow, we went to her Debut yesterday in Makati. Thanks for inviting us. It wasn't boring, I had fun a little, and yeah. Lagi naman bitin sa akin ang araw e. Hope it lasted longer. If I can refrain from going home I would do so. But I don't want to either, so I'm really confuse. So anyhow. I'm bored so I made a post.

Can't wait for graduation. I want to get out of this freaking place and say hello to college. I can't garanty that my college life would be better than my high school life, but still I want to belive that it will... since I always thought that high school life is the best, but now, I sure have enough proof that it isn't.

LOVE & JOY

Saturday, March 01, 2008

Grad Pictorial.
For the 4th year.

So we had our pictorial kanina, we like wore our standard uniforms and brought our Gala and "informal" wear to school. We didn't bring much though. Since school is over for us.

All we did today was that grad pictorial thing, then practiced the graduation song. Then teacher Sara taught us the Batch Song they made. It was pretty much like that. More boring, but... okay. At least I don't have to think anymore. My brain's drained enough. It has ran dry.

It's Patti's Debut on Sunday, but she'll celebrate it tomorrow, and I believe we're going. Hope to have fun. At least minsan man lang mag-enjoy din ako XD. Hahaha.

LOVE & JOY