Love Situation _________________________________________________

Sunday, September 30, 2007

Not Happy..
Really.. I am not..

When things are going well, always.. I mean ALWAYS, something bad pops up. It's soooo annoying. Really. Really it is. Shit! I'm so pissed off. It's always, 'something good', then 'something bad'. Why can't it always be, something good and something good. I wish everything is fair. I wish they know, and I wish I know how they feel. This is so annoying. Can't you see I don't like it. Please. Leave this be. Fuck. I don't really like swearing. But shit. This is way toooo much. I've been playing O2jam just so I could goddamn forget what's wrong. But practically I have no one to play with, so I thought of the goddamn thing again. And so.. I'm goddamn mad. Shit. Where's Meg when you need her.

Anyway, so far. I wanna calm down. Wanna talk to Shams, but I don't know what's been up to. Everything is so unfair. Right now, when everything is so okay. And then something goes wrong. You surely wanna tell your boyfriend first, right? If he's not there, you can always tell your bestfriend. But they're both nowhere to be found. Nor to be contacted. Yes, yes, they're both safe somewhere at there house, or somewhere across the walls of your shell. But goddamn it. I wanna goddamn talk to him. I can't talk to Meg, she's been.. ewan. She's sooo thin that I don't know what's happening. Is it because of Taekwondo? Or she has some problems to bear? God.. I don't wanna know. I don't wanna feel. Stupid peasant.

Goddamn street.

LOVE & JOY

Saturday, September 29, 2007

Communication
and a whole lot of understanding..

I guess one of the things I hated in my entire life was when I'm the only one who opens up to certain people. It's quite annoying when they just stare at space, and would just say sorry in the end. It's as if they never did listen. And I guess that's one of the main reason why I lose my temper. It's really really mean. It's a good thing they learned to speak up now, realize, and apologize at heart. It's the first time in my entire life that I have encountered this amazing moment in my life! It's like everything has been lifted up. I no longer feel the anger and hatred when ever I remember the past, but even so, I can't be so giddy and so calm about it. Anything can happen. And it could be a lot more worse.

Everything's about trust, right? But what if it has been over used? That patience and hope has run out? That you're about to break down. I know it's not really something to be soooooo worried about. But you're different, and we people can't have ABSOLUTE ZETTAI similarities. OA nga minsan, but you're no different on another aspect. Hope that everyone feels better. And I'm also sorry, for the people I've caused trouble. Guess you know who you are.. ^________^

Haven't felt better in my entire life. Thanks to you guys.

LOVE & JOY

Monday, September 24, 2007

Loads of Love
and O2jam

Yes, yesterday, all I did was play O2jam and watch Jigoku Shojo 2nd season.. XD I had fun though. Forgot about everything except what I was doing. BTW, I'm getting the hang of it, O2jam, though at first I turned into some cute little fish.. Ohm something. Hehehe~ So yeah, Jigoku Shojo kinda made me sad. Something really tearful.. hahaha.. Ai is such a sweet girl, I wanna hug her.

Weee.. that's just about it. I'm done with the homeworks, all I have to do is play ^______^

Sayonara solitia, ashita e~

LOVE & JOY

Thursday, September 20, 2007

I agree..
Happy Birthday Geno~

I practically agree with Mickey, I so hate morning right now.. ever since Monday, I started hating it so much. If it doesn't make you cry, it pisses you off. It's so wrong! So odd! and so.. so! *sigh* It's hard.. so hard when you don't know what's going on, what's going to happen and what you're going to do. I'm practically having so much disorder right now, that I no longer know if I'm normal. *sigh* But hey, Mickey can still talk to me, Izi can, so is Rafael and Daryll.. maybe I'm still fine. Ken hasn't kept his distance from me, and he's Japanese.. so maybe.. just maybe.

Fine.. enough about that. I'm so pissed and bored that I jump from one thing to another. If you can read my super broad mind, you'll see loads of messed up stuff. My dear friends.. I'm so WASTED!

Wuwun.. puu puu.. I'm tired.. I wanna enjoy this fucking shit life.. stop making me think.. it pains my brain and my eyes. They're over used already.. don't make me suffer anymore. Lemme see what's between the wall you've made.. I wanna know you better.. more than they know you.

Are we still friends? Because before.. you were so much better..

LOVE & JOY

Monday, September 17, 2007

Thesis
Love.Fun.Stress

We've been given loads of school work, and one of the hardest, craziest but fun thing is the thesis.. gawd.. it's really damn hard.. XDD We passed our Filipino without even checking for errors, it'll be really tiring you see, and hooray! We have to pass the 2nd draft tomorrow~ I already finished ours before evening, about 4:00 pm, and right now, I'm waiting for Meg's work, so that I'll be able to print it.. bed.. *sniff*

Doing thesis is fun~ in a way it does ^_______^ Especially when you enjoy the company of your groupmates. Fun fun bonding time @______@

Crazy life, anywoi, I've been hoping to play the ps2, but I have to do soo many stuffs that I no longer have time. Plus, our hamster bit the thing that connects the tv to the ps2 so you could see what's going on (he alsmot ate it), that's why our dad bought us a new one, but it seemed to be broken as well, EVERYTHING IS IN BLACK AND WHITE!! Annoying, but yeah, he'll return it, or perhaps he'll buy a new one.. hehehe..

Everything's fun lately.. but things can change.. hope not though. Anywoi, good luck to my two good friends! Stay friends forever, and I'm here always for you guys. Take care~

P.S: Don't worry Mickey, I wont ^^;

LOVE & JOY

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

Hohoho!
Stupid..

Beat that Mickey!! Let's see you do it in public!! HAHAHAHAHA!! Eye sore!! Fatrat.. you big fart!! >:) I feel evil.. *sigh*

Right.. so much about that.. TT_TT I'm suppose to be studying right now.. but I'm bored.. I wanna take a rest.. TT_TT So yeah.. so much about that.. Life life life~ stupid exams..

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Thea: Leks?
Leks: Ano na naman?!?
Thea: You are fat..
Leks: Weh! Ang yabang talaga!
Thea: Right.. o.O Oi! Sagutin mo nga yung tanong ko!
Leks: Anong tanung?
Thea: If you are to choose from Carla and Meg, sino pipiliin mo?
Leks: Tinatanong pa ba yan, syempre si DAGUL!!
Thea: Uyy.. *laughs* Pero sayang.. naunahan ka na ni Mickey.. Hohohoho!
Leks: Okay lang yun.
Thea: Madrama!
Leks: Che~
Thea: Okay then.. *hehehehe* sumbong kita kay Carla.. XPP
Leks: Sige subukan mo!
Thea: Hindi, kay Mickey na lang.. *hahahaha* Sayonara Leks!!
Leks: Noooooooooooo!!!

LOVE & JOY