Love Situation _________________________________________________

Monday, April 30, 2007

Right.. O.o..
Something like this.. erm.. something like that..

*sigh* I'm all random right now.. so.. yeah.. I'm right here.. at Meg's place.. LOL.. you see.. there's this little kid right beside me.. and he is sleeping.. xD Yehp.. Shin desu ne.. XD Meg's right up there.. sleeping the hell out.. XD So yeah.. everyone is sleeping except for me.. I borrowed Meg's laptop.. since I was bored.. and yeah.. I wanted to talk to Shams but I guessed his not around.. XD I can't use the phone downstairs since it's too late.. Shin's ps2.. is working.. though.. I can't use there TV.. LoLness.. dakara.. I'm watching .hack//Roots to shake off the boredomness.. and yeah.. I'm currently typing random stuffs.. right here.. at my blog.. XD Since yeah.. the internet will soon but shut off at home.. and yeah.. if the internet is gone.. I'll be writing some stuffs offline instead.. XD LoL..

So yeah.. what's been in my mind..? Betsuni.. I've been confused lately.. consiousness and conscience is all mixed up.. that's why I can't do anything.. and I can't ANSWER anything.. hai.. gomen oto-san.. I didn't mean to let things go that way.. that wasn't what I meant.. and I didn't want you to think that way.. well.. *sigh* so much about that.. TT_TT I always turn things this way.. and it's very wrong..

So yeah.. hey! I got my brother's trust back.. and he is sooo attached to me now.. XD Well.. not Ryan.. but Bapbap.. LoL.. so now.. I can.. erm.. slightly manipulate him.. and he likes Shams now.. XD Yapoo~ No more hard time for me.. LoL.. well.. I just have to make things turn out good.. so.. he won't dislike him.. erm.. so yeah..

Hahaha.. I was startled with YM.. you know.. when people suddenly pop in.. you here this crazy alert sound.. and it's like.. everything's quite here.. so yeah.. no surprise that.. I'll be startled.. XD Hahaha.. stupid Leo..

Erm.. so yeah.. just filling in some stuffs.. just before the internet goes off.. haha.. XD Hnnn.. etou.. domo arigatou daddy.. XD Thanks for understanding me.. for accepting me.. XD I hope you know that.. you too.. mean sooo much to me.. well.. at least I know that.. XD For sure.. erm.. yeah.. *bow* Domo.. daisuki~

LOVE & JOY

Saturday, April 28, 2007

Hnnn.. I've been remembering things..
Things that used to happen.. ages ago.. XD More like.. months ago..

Hahaha~

Chi-nigga
Posted 25/9/2006 6:57 AM

THEA!!!!!

This is a real chick..Yah.. I ain't kidding..she a real penguin..she is the cutest thing i have evah seen.. If yah evah want a chick that says everything she wants to say with one look.. then this chick is perfect for you..yah..she may be quiet but she really can kick ass..literally!!!!..she slaps me around for fun..kicks me in my damn shin..leavin' me limpin' and cryin'..damn..and she may not look the part but she IS a HIGH SCHOOL student.. I never would have guessed it..Like i said before..she is CUTE like a 5 year old kid.. nah..I just joking homegirl..hey penguin.. yah evah need a crazy gangstah homie I'm right here..just holla at me..Much LOVE!!!

Like.. before.. then after a few months everything changed.. XD
Hahaha.. through it all.. I never expected anything.. lalo n sau.. never knew.. that.. "expect the unexpected" was true.. xD

Bored.. XD Been reading teh past testimonials.. again.. XD

LOVE & JOY

Friday, April 27, 2007

Argh.. >__<
I am such a mess.. uwaaa.. TT_TT

Err.. yeah.. fighting over overwhelming emotions.. argh.. this is sooo annoying.. TT_TT I know.. I know.. but gah.. this is killing me.. it's like.. I could kill anyone right now.. I am suuu pissed off.. TT_TT.. yes.. pissed off for no specific reason.. I don't even know why I have to feel this stupidness.. gah.. TT_TT So yeah.. I'll get over it soon.. err.. yes.. I just need mah medicine.. yes.. .hack//Roots coming right up~ *sigh* I wanna bang my head over that stupid wall.. but puu.. I have to pay for it if it ever gets damage.. or prolly my mom would bring me to some therapist.. or something like that.. TT_TT So yeah.. LOL.. be hapuu.. err.. yeah.. *lala la lala*

So yeah.. forget about those stuffs muna.. *sheesh* Erm.. so yeah.. XD Aloo.
Hnn.. etou, now that you've mentioned it.. it's a "yeah", ever since the first time I heard that song, I got to remember how.. err.. what I felt for you as a friend.. before.. err.. something like that.. you do understand.. ne? O.o.. Erm.. so yeah.. I'm not like you.. someone who expresses his feelings to the person they adore.. I only.. tell such things to close friends.. and they're good at keeping it.. sometimes.. I won't even tell anyone.. kahit kay Meg.. she's not interested on knowing anything naman e.. err.. so yeah.. same thing as usual.. "what's the point letting him knowing what's on my mind, it's only a waste of time." Same words would repeat on my head, over and over again. That's why.. I never told a guy how I felt for 'em.. except for one.. and I learned my lessons.. from him.. that's why.. when I started to like you.. it came to my mind that.. "I had enough, sides, being friends is the easiest way to get to know him any better.. and in that way, I'll be close to him, even if, we're just friends, at least I somehow mean something to him.. "a friend"." Ever since what happened, I only thought that we'll only stay as friends.. for that's what I had in mind.. and I intended to keep it.. honestly.. I will never confess anything to you.. for I thought.. that time.. that.. it's nice having you around.. talking with you.. you do know.. those stuffs.. don't you? I try to push you away.. since I don't wanna fall in deeper.. but I keep coming back.. I really like you.. mhmm.. as a friend you were fine.. but.. you do know.. things could go on different directions.. hahaha.. I fell for you.. and yeah.. kept my feelings for myself.. until you.. err.. yeah.. you.. *sigh*.. it's funny.. sana pala.. I met you.. before any of those stupid 2nd year days happened.. I wouldn't be feeling this stupid.. and suu.. dumbfounded.. but yeah.. XD Having you around right now.. making me see the mistakes I made.. making me change for the better.. making me feel better.. always there to watch out for me.. to care.. to love.. everything makes sense now.. that having you as a lover.. is a lot more better.. no.. it can't be measure.. yes.. than having you as friend, and had nothing to do but watch you from a far. Now I can see clearly, the wonderful things in life, and that dreams do come true.. at least one of them did..

Hahaha.. XD So yeah.. thanks!

LOVE & JOY

Thursday, April 26, 2007

Funny things.. XD
I never thought friendster would be useful.. XD

LoL.. so yeah.. I was.. likely.. fixing my friendster.. when I thought of reading 'em testimonials again.. XD And like.. I found these.. and like brought memories back to me.. and made me laugh like hell.. so yeah.. these are like.. years ago.. xD So yeah.. miss 'em people.. TT_TT Wanna see my old classmates again.. err.. yeah.. BTW.. I can't believe I made friends with people I don't know.. O.o.. reading testi from people I haven't really met is.. scary.. TT_TT But they're good online friends.. XD

Renz
Posted 28/1/2006 1:09 AM

Hmmmmmmmmm.... Ana..... hmmmmm.... well takot sya sa Hamster that is just 1 foot tall... di mga 1 cm. lang... de joke.... mga 5 cm. lng
Her family owns a computer shop...sobrang laki...... lahat FLAT SCREEN!!!! pangmayaman d ba????? totoo.. daming USB para s computer pinamimigay lng miya... ahahahahahahaha 22o ung lang biruan...
Ahhhh she's cute, chubby.... and at sobrang talino... lahat ng teachers favorite siya.....Cool b siya???? d parin.. well kilalanin nyo siya para malaman nyo.... 20 ang computer shops nila.. libre lahat...

O.... wag mong i delete i approve m ha...!!!

MeGuMi-cHaN
Posted 27/10/2005 3:25 AM

In-chan! That's right she is my beloved cousin! Ahem...first things first...Am I really that Annoying? Do I annoy you? If I do...GOMEN NE!!! I'll try and change that negative attitude! Ok back to you Thea is really sweet and cute like mokona! Kyaaa!!!! I sometimes have to take care of her but why not always? Well that's because I'm always up to mistchief! Anyway she's the simple tag-along of the group (do we even have one?) and to hell! She's proud of being a tag-along! Always out in the corner and the shy lil' girl! She would suddenly shut up when someone she dosn't know come in...she would whisper to me and say " Meg kausapin mo!" Why me! Is it because I'm Miss Gutzy Girl? Come one girl get out of that shell of your!!! Live for the name of God!!! Ok got to dramatic there anyway she's the typical teenager who still lives in a cozy shell. Take care my P******!!! (can't tell what that is ^_^) Farwell and please be bubbly!!! :P

MeGuMi-cHaN
Posted 26/10/2005 3:20 AM

My Best Friend in the whole wide world! Mabait yan! Super Cute at masayang kasama! Magaling magdrawing at Anime Fanatic! I love her very much a lil' weired but that what I like about her! Tahimik pero nakakatuwa (don't deny this is true! For me) Mahiyain kaya palagi ako ang pinapauna *sigh* pero matapang magsalita! Mahilig kumanta sa bahay pero pagnasa skul na bang kwento na yan! I love you so much In-chan! Take care always! ^_^-

Leks
Posted 7/9/2005 9:04 PM

Hi Anna!!! hehe!! Ana is one of the quiet person in the classroom... and when i mean quiet i REALLY mean quiet. Ana is a considerate friend once you get to know her... Through the thick shell lives a noisy and a rebel... She's good at english as you can see... (duhHH!) okei till here na lng testi ko din ha!

Hi ana este Bye Ana!! hihihi

Mikhail
Posted 18/8/2005 6:16 AM

Hola Thea.
Ana is a nice person, a quietly nice person. She's also cleverly smart and a fast writer. She goes to my school along with her cousin, Megumi.

Although she seems quiet at first, she really is a cool person to be around, especially if you're her friend. She's also cool coz she gets my corny jokes...

Anyway... basta, cool siya. Even if she seems sweet, I've seen her mad... and you don't want to get her mad... please, God, don't get her mad... You're getting her mad!!

AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

Nah... I'm just messing with you... but still, don't get her mad. Also, she's a very good artist and a fairly good writer. It's been nice knowing her, by the way.

Oh, yeah... Cool ung testi mo sa akin by the way. Nakakatawa talaga. It has that "Thea" vibe to it... you know, it seems as if it were really written by you.
Basta, cool siya. Cool ka rin...
Alright... I've overused the word "Cool". But it is true by the way... Anyway...
Adios nalang.

"Keep the Faith, It's All Good"

Ana Jean
Posted 7/7/2005 12:33 PM

THea?thea?wahhh di na me kilala nyan!
WAH!!!!di joKe JokE poh!c althea mah
best FRIEND whOes so KaWaii...
(parang snowcone....kagutum!!)
hahhahaha!bestfriend ko yan...grabeh up
to this day(buzy kasi sya kaya di palagi
usap!)shes a swit gurl.....^_^at kul3t-
kul3t like(kaya nagkakasundo)masclose
pa kami nyan kasa kay meg!^_^pareho
kaming anime at jpop addik^_^anyways,
miz nakita GRABEH...nextime japanese
testi na may translation!hingi testi ha!

jOyLyNn
Posted 1/7/2005 3:26 AM

elloe! kla mo 4get ko na ang best friend
ko syempre hindi noh! u pa mlks k zkn
at thank u 4 being a good
bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees
ssssssssssssssttttttttttttttttttt
fffffffffffffffffffffrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrriiiiiiiiii iiiiiiiiiieeeee
eeeeeeeeeennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnndddddd
ddddddd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 2 me ikw ang d
bst pra skn alm m ba un sensya kng d
kta nttwgn ha at di narin me ng bbks ng
friendster ha thanks ulit kasi di mo
kinklmtn ha sa birth day ko ha! hayaan
mo mg mmesage me sau!
LLLLLLUUUUVVV UUU! NEXT YEAR
BLK KA ULIT SA MALATE HA!

annri
Posted 21/4/2005 12:22 AM

hi musta hehe heto na testi mo after
20years oo nga pala itng c althea
mabait 2ng tao na 2 cyempre tao
hehe.......matalino 2 tska may talent sa
art tawag namin d2 marshmallow kc
sbrang cute nya.oi king may prblem ka d2
lng me alwayzzzzz cge love u friend

'-kanzaki-'
Posted 15/1/2005 8:20 PM

anA aLthEa CuajAo! a.k.a. PENGUIN :D
cUtE n2! pArAng pEngUin! peRo e2nG
peNguiN n2 mAhiLiG sA AniME anD
unG mGa dRawinGz nYa mAsTeReD
nYa tLgA!!! [AstiG!!!] Di nMn kMe mXdO
cLosE peRo oK nMn xA! #1 AniMe
LoVeR!!! gRabE 2!!! cGe YngAtTzZz!!! c
U iN szkUhL!!! pEngUin Of thE rUm nMn
2!!! kYa epAL anG gumAyA d2!!! #1
peNguiN nG 1 mT!!! yNgAtTzZz!!! tEzTi
qO riN!!! miShAo!!!

'tHeATOotz'
Posted 7/12/2004 11:31 PM

yan c thea d'super duper sumo,addik
sa anime!!!!!!!!!!1
well pero mabait,hmn,,,,lagi cla ng
aaway ni patttty,,pero,kht minsan nkipg
talbugan xa ky mrs arreola a\sa
math>>>>>>>>>>hehehehe...............
kht ganon kampi me sa knya close>ahhhhhhhhhh basta study
hard!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NiCoLe
Posted 26/11/2004 8:53 PM

althea....sino ba un?..kilala ko ba
sya?...jox lang!..siya ay magaling sa
computer .. malapit ko na nga sya
mareach eh...mwahahaha..malusog din
itong taong ito...super duper
sumos!....tapos mataas pa ang
boses..parang ako...tenor nga yan
eh...maka-anime 'to...ang dami nga
nitong collections eh....super
dami...masayahin ito at nakakatakot
kapag nagagalit....raaar!....jox....hindi ko
talaga malilimutan noong pumunta ako
sa bahay nila kc gagawa kami ng proj sa
math.....biruin mo nagkasakit ako ng
lagnat at marami pang iba....ayoko nang
sabihin...ewan ko ba kung bakit siguro
dala ng lamig at ulan kc malamig sa
kanila....pero ok lang naging masaya
naman ang pagpunta ko doon...kaya ty
sayo...sana maulit muli...hindi yung
pagkakasakit ko kundi yung pagpunta
ko sa bahay nila...take care..la na me
masabi..

Gideon
Posted 2/6/2004 6:16 PM

hoy!!! di ko katuld ng ibng tao. ako y
di marunong mapikon. di joke lng.saka
di si meg ung bogs ko ha tandaan mo yan
ha.kinakamusta mo ako ok lng naman kaw
kamuzta ka?baka mging klasmate kita
kasi leviticus daw section ko ka ano
zection mo?.!!!! (PAHABOL:DAPAT
LAGILAGI MONG BINUBUKSAN FRIENDSTER MO
HA)!!!!!!!

Dhez
Posted 26/5/2004 12:19 AM

thea is one of the few students na
tahimik...she also loves to draw pareho
cla ni meg, they love anime'...mukhang
snob but she's kind...nyway wer will u
study? d2 pa rin ba...basta kahit saan
be the best you can be for God...take
care and God bless you

LOVE & JOY

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

*sigh*..
Err.. yeah.. sure..

You don't really have to make me feel down.. but hey.. hahaha.. *sigh* Anyway.. yeah.. so much about that.. crying's not my thing anymore.. XD Hahaha~ So yeah.. I scanned this photo.. since Meg looks cute here.. XD Yeah..

Err.. teh Taguchi Family.. O.o..

Soo yeah.. shit..

LOVE & JOY

Monday, April 23, 2007

.hack
*sigh* I wanna play na.. TT_TT

Yeah.. I think I got to do loads of stuffs today.. XD Hai~.. I got to watch some Death Note, and talked to Dong about .hack.. we're like crazy.. XD We are sooo addicted.. he knows a lot, so he's my sensei~ *nod nod* Very much soo.. XD I haven't watched .hack//Roots.. so I don't really know much.. .hack//Legend of the Twilight was like.. half way done.. and .hack//Sign.. was like.. first 2 episodes lang.. and I've only played .hack//G.U Rebirth.. and .hack//G.U Reminisce is like.. wla pa.. TT_TT *hay* Aura is suuuu pretty.. XD A lot pretty in teh manga.. fine in the game and series.. XD Nyahaha~ Sooo yeah.. XD nuff about that..

Err.. so yes.. I've been watching Full Moon wo Sagashite wit Meg.. but I only watched a few episodes.. and she's like.. still there.. sitting at the front of her laptop.. watching.. hahaha.. XD The manga's a lot more cutier.. so yeah.. the heck.. xD.. so yeah.. any plans..? Err.. yeah.. right.. first.. I gotta get my set of report from Teacher Gretchen, on Monday, and do it.. XD after that.. watch some more Death Note.. and yeah.. .hack//Roots!! I need to watch it.. XD If I don't, how would I know more about Alkaid TT_TT I wanna know if she's there.. XD yeah.. but SKEITH!!! SKEITH is uberawesome!! Mwahaha! So much about that.. thanks for the links Dong.. honto ni arigatou! *bow*

So yeah.. I'm tired.. hahaha.. *sigh*

Avatar/Phases that are used by Epitaph Users
I wanna be one too TT_TT

Skeith, Haseo's avatar..

Skeith in his first form.. XD Sooo awesome~!

Skeith in his second form.. XD UBERAWESOME!! *nod nod*

Skeith in his third form.. XD It's not really that clear.. but it's still awesome~

Innis, Atoli's avatar..
But it was suppose to be Shino's.. TT_TT

Magus, Kuhn's avatar..

Tarvos, Pi's avatar..
Awesome wings.. XD

Fidchell, Yata's avatar..
It's a beyblade.. O.o..

Gorre, Saku Bo's avatar..

Macha, Endrance's avatar..

Corbenik, Ovan's avatar..

Corbenik's first form.. XD I can't see it well.. O.o..

Corbenik's second form.. XD I can't see the difference.. LOL

Sooo.. hai! I <3 Alkaid!! Nyahaha!

LOVE & JOY

Sunday, April 22, 2007

I miss Ouran Koukou Hosuto Kurabu TT_TT
Now I remember! Rena's brother is Shugo.. XD

Yeah.. a pretty song from Avril will match up on a pretty anime.. XD *sigh* Teh anime version is pretty.. while the manga is cute.. xD I must say, Bisco improved in teh anime version.. XD

Hnnn.. so yeah.. thanks for teh food yesterday *bow bow* Meg and I enjoyed it.. sorry for the trouble.. *bow bow* And next time.. don't watch our Tae Kwon Do anymore.. I don't want you to see how bad I am.. TT_TT But then again.. thanks for the company.. *nod nod*

LOVE & JOY

Friday, April 20, 2007

Yes.. I am still.. bored.. O.o.. I think..
Err.. yes.. *sigh*

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	Low
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)	Very High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Low

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

Well.. yes.. I tried taking this thing.. that Dong gave me.. I can't remember my old results.. since it was years ago.. and yeah.. I totally forgot the website.. and yes.. Dong gave it to me.. like.. a month ago.. or.. 2 weeks ago.. or sumthing like that ago.. and yeah.. I finally remembered taking it.. XD Nyahaha.. soo yeah.. it's.. yeah.. like that.. and yes.. sweeeeeeee~ I am bored.. TT_TT yey for Tae Kwon Do.. at least hindi lang Remedial Class meron ako bukas.. XD Yey.. yey.. yey.. *sigh*.. blah.. wanqu n.. sweeee~ ang gulo.. xD

Anyway.. thanks for the ice-cream.. ^______^

LOVE & JOY

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

Yeah.. a post..
Belated Happy Birthday Bapbap and Aiko! Happy Birthday Luizi!

Yeah.. Bapbap's birthday was awesome.. t'was all good.. well.. it was.. UBERAWESOME.. Meg's funny.. XD And Shams' like.. Weeeeeeeeeee~ Hahaha.. xD It was all good.. I'm glad.. he went along.. I had sooo much fun.. XD Domo arigatou Shams-san!! ^_________^

So yeah.. hahaha.. I seem to have.. loads of things to say.. but I'm too lazy to type.. XD Nyahaha! Well.. etou.. err.. yes.. I have Tae Kwon Do class tomorrow!! And it'll be fun! d-^-^-b.. plus.. remedial class wasn't bad at all.. not at all.. actually.. it's fun!! Parang... wala nga kaming ginagawa e.. XD Sweeee~ What's more.. Shams' there! d-^-^-b.. sweeeeeeeeee~ Hnnnn.. vacation's not bad.. since Bapbap received a Ps2 for his birthday.. and yeah.. XD I love .hack//G.U! Though.. I need the vol.2.. TT_TT.. I only like that game 'cause I love .hack//Legend of the Twilight.. and like Tri-edge in G.U is err.. Rena's brother in .hack//Twilight.. XD It's a cute game.. XD Sweeeeeeeeeee~ It's a must must for bored people~ hehehehe! So yeah.. Lapit na birthday ni Meg!!! Sweeeeeeee~ Nyahaha! ... *sweatdrop* It's hot here.. and I'm bored.. TT_TT

Well.. I'll go.. and.. play.. or stare-off-space for awhile.. I'm out of words.. errr.. thanks for teh McDo.. and for dropping by kanina.. *hugs* ^_______^ (Affection Increase X) for Bapbap! And for me as well.. well.. it always did increase.. XD Nyahaha! I'll never grow tired of you.. it's a promise.. sides.. I'm too tired.. of breaking more.. I don't wanna break.. something.. that'll make a complete damage to my life.. sides.. I'll regret it.. so.. yeah.. growing tired of you.. never crossed my mind.. and I know.. it'll never will.. thanks for everything!! Thanks for your company!! I love you >//////<

LOVE & JOY

Sunday, April 08, 2007

*sigh* Bahala na..
Err.. yeah.. *sigh*

I suddenly remembered Full House.. DL the song.. and searched it at youtube.. so yeah.. it's a cute korean drama.. I like it the most.. it's based from a cute manhwa.. so cute.. and.. yeah.. amazing.. err yeah.. just that.. *sigh*

Lee Bo Ram - Chuh Eum Geu Ja Ri Eh
Full House OST

Geudae jigeum naegaseum-e deuleowa sarangeul malhago issjyo
Kkumi anigireul naneun gidohaebwayo
Naemami jakku geudaeran saram nohji malrago haneyo
yokshimeul naeramyeo babo gateun maleul haneyo

Uyeonhi dagaon geudae sarangi waenji nachseolji anhassjyo
Hajiman yaksokdoen inyeoigie sarani doel jul molrassjyo
jogeum humyeon geudae bonaeya haltende geureol jashini eobsjyo

Na holro issdeon geujarireul chaja ije dolagal ppuninde
Dangyeonhan ilinde wae mami apeujyo
geudae wonhadeon sarangeul chaja ije dolagal ppuninde
haengbokhan geudaereul useumyeo bonaeya haltende

nae nuneul bomyeo sarangeul malhajyo seuchyeogan sarangijiman
i sungan naneun neomu haengbokhaeyo machi kkumeul kun geos cheoreom
ijeya alasseoyo cheoeumbuteo urin saranghaesseossdaneun geol

na holro issdeon geujarireul chaja ije dolagal ppuninde
dangyeonhan ilinde wae mami apeujyo
geudae wonhadeon sarangeul chaja ije dolagal ppuninde
haengbokhan geudaereul useumyeo bonaeya haltende

naege sarangeul jumyeon andoenayo geudae jeongmal andoenayo
ijeneun geudaereul itorok saranghaneunde

I can't really find the english translation.. but I still love the song..

Err.. well.. I like I think I much more better..

I think I - Byul
Full House OST

keu-reol-ri eob-da-go a-nil-geo-ra-go mi-deot-jyo
nae-ga keu-dal sa-rang-han-da-ni mal-do an-dwe-jyeo eom

kwaen-han chil-too-il-geo-ra-go
nae-ka we-ro-kun-bu da-ko ji-si-neul sook-yeo-bwat-ji-man
i-je teo-neun nan kam-chul-so-ka eob-neun deul-yo

I think I love you
keu-reon-ka-bwa-yo
Cause I miss you
keu-dae-man eob-seu-myeon

a-moo-keo-do mot-ha-ko cha-goo saeng-kak-na-ko
i-reon-keol po-myeon a-moo-rae-do

I'm falling for you
nan mol-rat-ji-man
Now I need you
eo-neu-saen-ka na-mam ki-peun ko-se
a-ju-kau-ke cha-ri-ja-beun keu-dae-ei mo-seum-eul i-je
po-a-yo

u-ri an eo-ul-rin-da-ko shin-ku keu-ke tak cho-da-go
ha-na-boo-teo yeol-gae do-dae-she mwi han-gae-ra-do mat-neun-ke eob-naun-de
eo-teo-ke sa-kwol-soo it-nya-ko
mal-do an-dwe-neun yae-ki-ra-ko mi-ha-myeo tul-reo-dat-ji-man
i-je teo-neun nan keu-reo-gi-ga si-reon-geol-yo

I think I love you
keu-reon-ka-bwa-yo
‘Cause I miss you
keu-dae-man eob-seu-myeon
a-moo-keo-do mot-ha-ko cha-goo saeng-kak-na-ko
i-reon-keol po-myeon a-moo-rae-do

I'm falling for you
nan mol-rat-ji-man
Now I need you
eo-neu-saen-ka na-mam ki-peun ko-se
a-ju-kau-ke cha-ri-ja-beun keu-dae-ei mo-seum-eul i-je
po-a-yo

wae mol-rat-jyo keu-dae ra-neun-keol
wae mot-bwat-jyo pa-ro a-pin-de oh yea
keu do-ngan i-reo-ke pa-ro nae
kyeo-te i-seot-neun-ne
wae i-je-seo-ya
sa-ra-ngi po-i-neun keon-ji

I think I love you
keu-reon-ka-bwa-yo
‘Cause I miss you
keu-dae-man eob-seu-myeon
a-moo-keo-do mot-ha-ko cha-goo saeng-kak-na-ko
i-reon-keol po-myeon a-moo-rae-do

I'm falling for you
nan mol-rat-ji-man
Now I need you
eo-neu-saen-ka na-mam ki-peun ko-se
a-ju-kau-ke cha-ri-ja-beun keu-dae-ei mo-seum-eul i-je
po-a-yo

Found some sort of translation or something.. O.o.. I really don't know if it's right..

I refused to believe that it could be so,
There's no way that I'm in love with you,
I lied to myself that it's just a petty jealousy,
That I must be feeling lonely, but I cannot hide it anymore.

I think I love you
But it must be so, Cause I miss you
Without you,
I cannot do anything,
And you are always on my mind,
So seeing this, it must be,
I was unaware,
But now I can see that
Your presence have delved deeply into my heart.

We are not meant for each other, and being friends is the best thing for us,
There isn't a single thing we have in common,
So I claimed there's no way we can be lovers,
But I don't want to make excuses anymore.

Why didn't I know that it was you,
Why couldn't I see it when it was right in front of me,
It was beside me all along,
But only now can I see love.

Err.. I don't know what's the real title.. if it's Fate or Why.. but they said Why was the one who sang it.. ^^;.. so yeah.. Fate by Why.. err.. I think that's wrong.. XD..

*sigh* So much for this god forsaken life...

LOVE & JOY

Thursday, April 05, 2007

*phew* Domo Arigatou.. TT_TT
I'm just glad.. ^________^

*sigh* I'm glad he's okay na.. a day with a fever is tough.. but I'm glad he's all fine na.. ^_______^ Hahaha.. Meg will be home soon.. and I'll be fetching her!! I miss her soo much.. XD At least.. I got to see Shams today.. and tomorrow.. I'll get to see Meg naman.. but I want them both here.. right beside me.. I wanna hug 'em both.. TT_TT I've been watching lately.. and I've been reading books.. and I get to sleep a lot more late than usual.. *waaaaa* But it's fine.. it's not that boring.. I guess.. O.o.. I am trying to shrug the boredom away.. but hey.. hahaha.. XD Like it can make any difference.. XD *sigh*

Sooo.. yes.. thanks for coming over.. and thank you for these.. ^_______^ I wish I could get you some.. when Meg returns siguro.. I could prolly go get something for you.. err.. yes.. don't worry.. I've been open.. err.. a little open na with my mom.. and yes.. I've been telling her loads of stuffs.. well not really.. the only thing I tell her is that I miss you.. especially if you'll go abroad na.. hahaha.. well.. she's been asking me din if I miss you.. and if you really love me daw.. if I feel safe with you.. you know those stuffs.. well.. thank you.. again.. it's nice to have a mom around.. xD Hehehe.. well.. yeah.. Advance Hapuu Monthsary.. I love you!

LOVE & JOY

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

*Sigh*
At least it's like that.. err.. I guess..

Finally.. I got to talk with Meg.. she seemed happy.. she got to swim daw.. and she went darker.. but now her natural color's coming back.. Shin was so loud.. he was so happy with his new.. PSP.. err.. right.. and Meg's so happy that she has her laptop na.. hahaha.. XD And yeah.. she had new manga.. and had pasalubong for us all.. she missed me daw.. hahaha.. xD Well.. I do miss her too.. *awww* They'll be home naman na sooner or later.. XD.. In a day or two.. *sigh*..

So yeah.. everything's gone suckay when I heard the news from Dana.. her kuya has a fever.. and he is very sick.. and I am effin worried.. I wish I could drop by to pay him a visit.. I'd really love to see him.. *sigh* but despite the bad news.. I'm glad I got to know Dana better.. no wonder her kuya is very fond of her.. she's sweet and pretty.. XD Mhmm.. They do look like each other.. though they deny it.. they still somewhat look similar.. they both look ubercute.. XD *sigh* I wish he'll be fine na.. I really don't know what to do na.. TT^TT.. Everything's suckay.. you're too tired and stressed out.. you really need a sleep.. a rest.. even just for a day.. get well soon.. TT_TT I love you.. hai hai~

LOVE & JOY

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

Boredom.. has made me.. insane..
Argh.. I miss you both.. TT^TT..

I really have nothing much to do.. I'm uberbored.. I have finished reading Chicken Soup this morning.. and on the afternooon, I went to Meg's place to return and borrow another book.. t'was The Devil and Miss Prym, Meg really likes that book.. that's why I took it.. I started reading it.. and got really engrossed with the story.. no wonder Meg likes this book.. hahaha.. so yeah.. I can't concentrate on reading.. for I too.. don't only miss Meg.. but yes.. I truly miss Shams.. very much so.. Shams not here.. is really hard.. and Meg.. not here.. added more weight.. it's too sad.. TT^TT It's bearable though.. I could still go la-la and be happy.. sorta.. hahaha.. yes.. I can.. *sigh* So yeah.. I really tried my very best.. to be hapuu.. and yeah.. forget about stuffs that could bring me down.. but hearing his voice gave me the feeling of sadness.. but then.. I was happy.. somewhat.. I guess it's quite enough that I could hear his voice.. than a chat in YM.. than.. nothing.. *argh* I wanna see 'em na.. TT^TT.. Sooner.. in a day or two.. I know I'll be able to see Meg.. but what about Shams.. what about him..? I need him.. badly.. *whimpers*

So yeah.. anyway.. to put it on a somewhat positive way.. err.. this really has no connection.. but then again.. I got to dream.. yes.. I do.. but this time.. I remembered it.. err.. yes.. I dreamt of Meg.. and she was there on the phone.. and I finally got to talk to her.. since yeah.. yesterday.. I was really upset that I didn't got the chance to talk to her.. t'was sad.. and frustrating.. but then again.. Shams.. what about Shams.. TT^TT.. Blah.. I have too much.. on my mind.. private stuffs that I don't know if I'll share.. not precisely you guys.. but with him.. of well.. might as well.. tell it to him.. it's sad if I keep it.. TT^TT.. Well.. yeah.. on to my mail *whoosh*

LOVE & JOY

Monday, April 02, 2007

*Fimmy* O.o..
I miss you Meg!!

Hai.. yesterday.. it was awefully sad.. I kind of tried to spend time with Meg.. since she'll be leaving.. and yes.. she already left for Brunei.. even though it'll only be 4 days of staying there.. I'll still miss her.. Knowing that there's no Meg in the neighborhood.. it's really quite sad.. So.. yes.. at quater to 7.. I went to their house, since.. my dad will yeah.. bring 'em to the airport at around 7:30.. so yeah.. when I got there, she was with her usual.. favorite yellow tribal t-shirt, she had her hair on a pony tail, she wore pants, her converse, and she's with her favorite bag, the bag which her father gave to her, we chatted for quite sometime, and sang "Your Guardian Angel" together, then yeah, cracked some jokes, Shin was trying to piss her sister off, and yeah.. Shin was with his usual.. err.. Was it Red t-shirt? Yeah.. something like that.. with his black shorts, black preppy hat and his red converse.. with yeah.. his black bag on his back.. yeah.. they seemed happy.. XD Shin was uberexcited to have his new PSP.. I think.. but auntie told him he wont get it sooner.. Hahaha.. poor kid.. So yeah.. Meg and I chatted about.. what she'll bring back.. LOL.. I never asked for anything naman.. as long as she gets back I'm happy.. It's cool to have your cousin around you.. XD Hahaha.. so yeah.. time wasn't in my favor.. 7:30 arrived.. and yes.. Auntie went down, lola called my dad.. My dad came.. though he left and went back home to get something.. I assisted Meg with her things.. opened the back door.. etou.. compartment.. or something like that.. Yeah.. and yeah.. dad told me to go home.. I actually can't come.. 'cause I hafta help my mom with teh computers.. xD It's cool, at least I got a good-bye kiss from Meg.. XD Hahaha.. soo.. yes.. so much about Meg.. XD

Err.. yes.. at around.. 10:30 or something.. Shams wasn't talking in YM anymore.. I felt sad.. Meg wasn't there.. and so did Shams.. I only have Leo.. who only whined.. and yeah.. whined.. I can't stay with another emo person.. 'cause I would only get down.. even more.. so yeah.. since.. I have no one to talk to.. I went offline.. brought upstairs the book Meg left for me to read.. or more likely.. the book I borrowed.. t'was Chicken Soup for the Teenage Soul Letters, I went to bed, and read.. talked to my mom a little, and I went to take a bath.. since I noticed Ipot had a hole on his back.. or more likely.. my brother did something really mean.. so yeah.. after taking a bath, I took a needle and some thread.. I sew Ipot back.. but me being lousy came up with.. something.. not really.. nice.. but it was fine.. I guess.. since the hole wasn't there anymore.. I hugged Ipot and placed him beside me, I started reading.. yeah.. but in the middle of the book.. my concentration flew away on other stuffs.. so yeah.. I placed the book down and thought about stuffs for a second.. they weren't really nice thoughts.. so I took Ipot and stared at it for a few minutes.. remembering the person who gave it to me.. after remembering moments that made me smile a bit.. I started reading again.. 'till I got tired and slept.. wasn't really.. a nice day.. though.. I guess it was fine.. less tears were shed.. so.. yeah.. I guess.. I owe it to Mickey.. Hahaha.. thanks..

Nine Days - Absolutely (Story Of A Girl)
A song which Meg really liked.. she was like wow when she first heard this..

This is the story of a girl
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
While she looks so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her
When she smiles

How many days in a year
She woke up with hope
But she only found tears
And I can be so insincere
Makin' the promises never for real
As long as she stands there waitin'
Wearin the holes in the soles of her shoes
How many days disappear
You look in the mirror
So how do you choose

Your clothes never wear as well the next day
And your hair never falls in quite the same way
You never seem to run out of things to say

This is the story of a girl
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
While she looks so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her
When she smiles

How many lovers would stay
Just to put up with this shit day after day
How did we wind up this way
Watchin' the mouths for the words that we say
As long as we stand here waitin
Wearin' the clothes of the souls that we choose
How do we get there today
When we're walkin to far for the price of our shoes

Your clothes never wear as well the next day
And your hair never falls in quite the same way
You never seem to run out of things to say

This is the story of a girl
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
While she looks so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her
When she smiles

(Instrumental)

Well your clothes never wear as well the next day
And your hair never falls in quite the same way
You never seem to run out of things to say

This is the story of a girl
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
While she looks so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her

This is the story of a girl
Her pretty face she hid from the world
And while she looks so sad and lonely there
I absolutely love her

This is the story of a girl
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
While she looks so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her
When she smiles

When she smiles

Meg's a girl who hides her feelings.. you might think she's fine.. but please.. don't mess her up.. I'll kick your ass if you do.. L.. you're no exception..

LOVE & JOY