Monday, March 05, 2007
Mmmmm.. Cookies!
Hapuu Monthsary~
Yes.. our 3rd monthsary wasn't really that nice.. and I'm sorry for being an ass.. I'm sorry.. I really never.. hay.. I'm sorry.. I wasn't thinking again.. I totally forgot.. and forgetting is not an excuse.. since.. once you start to forget.. that would only mean that.. that thing wasn't really important.. and I'm stupid.. Shamir's important.. and the things he gets mad at are important too.. since.. that's a part of him.. and that.. if we.. if I.. really want us to have a nice and happy monthsary.. I shouldn't have done that in the first place.. and I'm really sorry.. I can't even.. do what I told Lexi and you.. and this is stupid.. and I'm annoying.. and stupid.. I don't even know if I'm still doing things right.. I'm sorry for being such a failure.. but I am trying my best.. but I know I could still do better.. and I'm sorry for not showing that much effort.. I'm stupid kasi.. and.. hay naku.. I am sooo hating myself for eternity if this happens again.. 'cause I really don't want to loose you.. and losing you would only mean.. the end of the world for me.. I've never ever met a guy like you.. I guy who suits my needs.. and a guy who is willing to take all the risk.. just to met my expectations.. you're too cute to be mine.. and it's sooo wrong.. I never ever did anything good for you.. and I never ever met your expectations.. hnn.. let me say this.. for the last time.. and I hope I will say this for the last time.. hay.. Shamir.. I know someone can love you better than I could.. for I know my limitations.. and I know what I could only give.. I mean.. I could give you everything you want.. if I could.. but I have this fear.. this sort of fear inside me.. hnnn.. but I could die for you.. though.. that's not really an important thing.. but.. that's the least I could do.. and I'm really sorry.. so sorry kanina.. soo sorry kahapon.. so sorry for everything I did wrong.. sorry for hiding stuffs.. I am willing to tell you what made me all sad kahapon.. 'cause I fucking don't want you to do the same.. soooo sorry.. so sorry for lying.. so sorry for hiding.. and sooo sorry.. for making you feel bad.. sooo sorry.. for being all useless and useless.. I really am sorry..
Hay.. hnnn.. so yeah.. enough about that.. let's see teh good side then.. I finally got to drink pepsi.. I got a birthday present~ an early birthday present.. xD Thank you uncle~!! and yes.. we are both mmkay n.. hay~ thankgahd.. ^_________^ But sadly.. he still got mad.. and it's suckay.. hnnn.. this is sad.. but.. yeah.. it's all good.. he even smells like cookies~ yum yum cookies~ I envy him.. he always smells good.. while I'm not.. and it's suckay.. hnnn..
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Watashi wa Althea desu. A normal otaku.
I'm happy to have friends which will last forever, and I'm hoping for a longer relationship with my Anata.
Hope this upcoming new life will be a lot more wonderful than my past few years. Hoorah for college!
Let's create more memories together. Zutto zutto.
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i'll write it down in the death note;
Digital Camera
Death Note Live Action
Summer Tour 2007 Final Time: Kotoba no Chikara DVD
To set foot in Japan with my TOMODACHI
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