Saturday, February 10, 2007
*Blink* *Blink*
Amazing! I could still open my eyes and post.. XD Hahaha~ la lng.. it just have been quite an awful but fun day for me. We have been playing Kingdom Hearts once more.. which we have quit for quite a short time.. and yeah.. we are like hell going gaga over it.. la lng.. boredom can really make you like sort of things.. *sigh* So yeah, I have finally realized one thing.. I know na.. why I feel oh so hyper this week.. I was trying not to feel sad.. that laughing would be better than crying like shit.. Besides.. I no longer want my family to worry about me.. if they do.. they'll bother me like ewan.. and I'll feel very irritated..
Yeah, anyway.. we've finally watched at least one of the DVD Migz' lend us.. and yes, it was awesome.. I like GTO talaga.. I wish.. there was such a thing in reality.. so that.. life wouldn't be this boring.. sheesh.. so yeah.. all we did was just panic this day.. and yeah.. I really love staying over at Meg's place.. they even made me go up and down the stairs and make my penguin roll.. XD So yeah.. that was the fun part.. plus the Chicken Pops.. XD
So yes.. I was also fucking sad.. since I was uberlonely and uberstupid.. I feel something very heavy in moi heart.. it's like.. it's about to explode.. I don't really like the feeling.. but.. it has been with me.. for the past few weeks.. is it.. for no good reason.. is my greediness conquering me once more..? Or am I just being plain stupid..? Yeah.. I should knock some senses to me as well.. "Hello! Thea! He's not all yours! So stop dreaming like hell!".. sheesh.. that won't do the trick.. prolly.. I need to spill my heart out.. and poke it 'till it dies.. but then.. I'll be heartless.. and that would be a lot more.. harder.. so yeah.. I just cried it all out last night.. which is why I never had a hard time sleeping.. haha.. but when.. I woke up.. I cried once more.. I feel like shit.. oh so stupid.. hay.. yeah.. and I still feel uneasy.. blah.. nevermind.. forget about that..
So yeah.. I wus like talking to someone kanina.. and it was like a 5 minutes chat.. and then.. he suddenly.. didn't reply.. and I wus like.. "I think he fell asleep".. and yeah.. I know for sure that he did.. but I still waited for his reply.. but then.. my mom asked me to come home 'cause she needs help.. so yeah.. I did.. I logged out and I thought that.. even on that 5 minutes without being online.. prolly he has gone back.. but then.. when I logged in.. I wus glad he didn't.. so yeah.. I like waited.. until.. it struck me that I wus waiting for 4 hours already.. 4 hours and 30+ minutes.. and yes.. I wus getting sleepier n din.. well yeah.. nung mga 8 antok n din aqu.. XD but yeah.. I wouldn't be able to sleep if I don't get to talk to him.. so yeah.. from that 4 hours and 30+ minutes of waiting.. I'm glad he did show up and told me he dozed off.. yey~ My hours of waiting did paid off.. ^^ I'm so glad I didn't feel asleep.. for I would have regret it.. Mhmm.. so yeah.. I'm quite mmkay n.. I think.. O.o..
So yeah.. thanks Mickey! For keeping me occupied that time! And yes~ thank you Canon in D Rock for keeping me awake! Arigatou ^______^
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