Love Situation _________________________________________________

Sunday, February 25, 2007

You have got to be kidding me..

Only a few months left.. until that flight to U.S.. and I still haven't spend enough time with him.. it's unfair.. but if he has to leave.. then it's meant to be.. it'll be okay.. but just imagining my last year in high school without him.. it'll be sad.. boring.. incomplete.. everything.. wouldn't make sense anymore.. but yes.. I did say that I've accepted it na if he'll be going sonner or later.. but it never crossed my mind that.. it'll be this fast.. this early.. I even thought that.. he'll be able to finish his high school years here.. but not this..

I know.. that this is a selfish demand.. but I really really want you to stay.. I want you here.. near me.. but that's tooo much to ask.. 'cause it's your parents decision.. and I understand.. I just can't live with the thought that you'll be leaving.. and it's coming nearer every passing day.. I feel dead.. I won't bare it.. but I have to.. 'cause I would really want to see you again.. not as a dead penguin.. and nor will I want to see you all transparent and stuffs.. I want you in the flesh.. it'll be better to wait for 20 years.. 30 years.. 40.. as long as I'll be able to see you again.. but I wonder.. will we be able to stay that loyal..? 'Cause 20 is a very very big number.. especially 30 and 40.. hay~ Malay.. kakayanin yan.. sana.. it wouldn't take that long.. will it..? 'Cause if you never come back after 11 years.. I'll really go and look for you in the U.S.. no matter how big it is.. mhmmm.. I'll go and start saving money for it.. I'll start.. on the very day you leave.. sigh..

Argh~ I feel stupid.. I can't really really bare it.. it's annoying.. I don't like this feeling.. I don't like it.. I really don't.. I don't want it.. I don't want it.. hay.. but tell me.. will our relationship end.. on the very day you leave..? Or will we continue counting..? Will we.? Even if.. we are miles apart, will we..? *sigh*.. I just really can't stop thinking about it.. and I'm sorry.. I'll try to forget it muna.. and spend everyday as if it is our last.. I'll do my uberultimate best to meet your expectations.. and your none stop question.. I still don't know what to answer.. and I can't believe that its this hard to think.. it's like.. 'that question'.. pero.. hanggang ngayon wla parin akong sagot.. blah.. this is crazy.. I still can't settle with one answer.. I'm too confuse.. but kareshi.. you're not pressuring me.. not at all.. nahihirapan lang akong mag-isip.. and sorry about that.. I'll continue on thinking.. and I'll try to make a decision as soon as possible.. and I wish I would think of a good one.. but you did say.. right..? That you'll still love me.. either answer I'll give.. right..? If sooo.. arigatou.. it's a relief.. to know that.. you'll accept me no matter what.. and hai~.. I too accept you.. no matter what.. no matter what will happen.. and no matter what happened in the past.. in your past.. I will still continue on accepting you.. and I will and will still continue on loving you.. no matter what.. no matter how big the reason is.. it wouldn't matter.. I would not want to break and eat my own words once more.. thrice is enough.. I wouldn't want it to happen again.. mhmmm.. I love you~ sooo much.. that I'll bare what ever trials Lord will give me.. I'll continue to love you even though we are miles apart.. and I will continue to accept you.. no matter what mistake you did.. no matter what.. I love you.

LOVE & JOY

Friday, February 23, 2007

Arigatou~

I really feel lucky, knowing that you didn't push me aside.. after knowing such.. I thought that.. if I'll take the risk.. I would only end up being cast away.. but I'm glad it turned out the way I hope it'll be.. thank you.. thank you sooo much.. for accepting me.. thank you..

Thank you.. for coming over.. "i shall run..and dodge through people and a shitload of jeeps..yet again.." "crying in the middle of taft.. it was a first.." "runnin through traffic crying..man..it was a first..thought it was just in the movies.." thank you.. for going through all that shit just to come and make me feel okay.. it made me feel soo happy.. gave me the 'tears of joy'.. and made me crazy.. XD I don't really get it.. why leave a guy like Shamir..? Who accepted you for who you are.. and for loving you.. more than enough.. more than you ever asked.. I'll never find a guy like you.. never ever.. you're 1 in a million.. you're amazing.. and wafu.. >/////< I love you.. sooo much~ that it pains me when I can't meet your expectations.. but I shall try.. 'Yokai~'

Mhmm.. enjoy your uberlife ^________^ I never expected.. to have you.. and never did I expect that.. we'll be together.. as an item.. XD A hot looking guy like you.. deserves a lot more better girl.. and yes.. it's too sad that you never did wait for Meg.. but on top of that.. I'm glad.. arigatou~ I'm luckier than you parin~ =P

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Doings that I'll never forget:

-bite Shamir's cheeks
-bite Master's arm
-pat Meg and Carla
-hug Shamir tightly
-obey teh secret missions
-laugh out loud
-be of nuisance
-stare at Shamir's wafuness
-watch him sleep (pagod na ako kakatype ng 'Shamir'.. XD)
-stare at his ubereyes
-watch him dance
-cry 'cause of his gayness
-run after Leo
-sing with Nyongi
-drag Shamir around
-run around teh campus
-hide Mocha's wallet
-annoy Master
-share Dried Mangoes with Luizi and Meg
-Swear with Leo, Rafael, and Meg
-woot~ around with Nyongi
-curse a poser (you do know who I'm reffering to.. right Lexi..?)
-clap with Lexi
-ride along Lexi's jokes
-mess around
-watch Tilo dance
-pat Shamir's head

And yes.. marami pa.. I miss doing those stuffs.. XD I wish I could do it again tomorrow.. XD Hahaha~ call me insane.. it'll be fine.. XD

LOVE & JOY

Sunday, February 18, 2007

MoA
My 111 post.. XD Yey~

Woot~ I'm glad I got to go to this ewanness in MoA.. though it was a total bore.. I had fun walking and running around.. and yes.. I stink.. due to perspiring.. but it wus fun.. kahit papaanu.. it did..

Well.. yeah.. when we got there.. me and Meg headed first to TimeZone.. since I knew David's there.. and yeah.. he told me Emo wasn't there in Comic Alley.. so yeah.. we checked on him first.. then.. headed for a bathroom.. and went back and saw Roberto.. and yeah.. he said Sham's at Comic Alley.. but then.. I only saw Carla, Lei and Bro.. not him.. he wus nowhere to be found.. so yeah.. we just stayed outside and sat somewhere.. until.. David came.. and so with.. Jiz and company.. after A FEW MINUTES.. he finally showed up.. due to Meg's amazing power.. XD It wus funny.. I'm glad to have Emo around... ^______^ But yeah.. we parted ways.. I went off with Meg.. and saw Leo all alone.. so yeah.. I left her with him for a while.. 'cause he was having a hard time buying a drink for himself.. so yeah.. I went off with Shams.. saw Mocha.. and looked for load with them.. found one.. and we went.. etou.. where..? Ahmm.. sa program..? Ahhh.. yes.. I think we did.. and yeah.. XD Parted ways with Mickey.. went off with Tilo.. naghanap ng lugar para magpalamig.. went somewhere.. with Coffee.. <3.. so yeah.. after that.. we went back to the program.. since Meg was looking for me.. I parted ways with Shams and Tilo.. and stayed with Migz.. Pao.. and company.. I texted Meg, and she went looking for me.. and so yeah.. we went to look for a place to eat.. saw Leo.. and ran after him.. but he was fast.. and yeah.. he went outside.. and yeah.. we thought of going back na lang to eat.. and found Lei, Carla, Bro, Tilo, and Shams outside.. and yeah.. wasn't in the mood to call them.. so yeah.. we ate na lang dun.. and after that.. went outside.. Emo finally saw us.. and master called.. and yeah.. we went towards them.. and yeah.. blah blah.. Emo went off to look for Ice-cream.. and yeah.. we parted ways and went to the bathroom.. saw Tilo.. and yeah.. after Meg changed her clothes.. we.. went outside and saw them both.. soo yes.. the program was finish na pala.. so yeah.. we thought of going home na lang.. they kept us company until daddy came.. and yeah.. parted ways.. and yes.. I'm now at home.. about more than an hour ago.. XD

LOVE & JOY

Friday, February 16, 2007

Sweeeeeeee~
Warning: Sabog po ako.. since I am uberslepy.. so yes.. if you don't want to be confused.. I advice you not to read.. XD

Quite a tiring day.. but I kind of enjoyed it.. XD Yes.. teh first sitting arrangement was fine.. Emo in front of me.. Meg at my side, and Lex at my back.. at least I had someone to talk to.. or I already had fallen asleep.. thank you Lexi~ ^_____^ So yeah.. we stopped somewhere out there.. so that some people could use teh toilet.. so yeah.. XD I guess it went better.. Shams was sitted at my back.. ^_____^ But yeah.. Greta.. KJ msyado.. asked him to go back to his sit.. so yes.. hahaha~ Sorry nga pla Lei.. I didn't knew it was your lollipop.. XD Hohoho~

So aun.. what happened nga pla when I was at teh bus..? I really can't remember.. as far as I know.. I was spacing-out.. I think.. waaaaaaaa~ Wla akong maalala~ hay.. xD Nevermind.. bsta aun.. next stop over.. McDonalds.. I stayed at the bus.. since I wasn't hungry.. xD but then.. yes~ Thank you for teh burger daddy~ Even though Meg almost ate all of it.. hohoho~ Arigatou~

So yeah.. t'was sad.. kc.. he is no longer near me.. so yeah.. XD at least medyo malapit n kami sa kung sanman kmi pupunta.. so yeah.. XD At least he was there.. and I'm glad..

Hahaha.. so yes.. pagdating dun.. wla.. ang init.. TT^TT.. as usual.. lalu akong nangitim.. waaaaa.. hay.. di bale n.. xD So yes.. napagtripan nila ung bow and arrow.. feeling Cupid.. XD Hehehe~! So yes.. c Gary.. prang wlang paki sa hawak niya.. kht may mPoke n cia dun.. he doesn't care.. XD Hahaha~ Aun.. we survived teh heat nman.. ^______^ and left for somewhere else.. sa Clark ata un.. XD I think.. and yes.. on the way.. I realized something really weird.. funny, I think I slept at teh bus.. it wasn't really sleep.. more like.. a nap, since yes, I think it only took 15 or 20 minutes.. wasn't that long.. pero.. I felt even more livelier pagkagicing.. XD SO yes.. I picked on teh Sandking.. Clinton.. XD Since parehas n kaming nac-CR.. hahaha.. XD Tpos un.. yaw nming patulugin c Mag.. since kanina p cia tulog.. XD Hahaha~ msaya nman kht papaanu.. hohoho~ Kya aun.. pagdating nmin s kung san man un.. we looked for the CR n.. XD Haha~ Me bayad pang 5 pesos.. amf.. sooo yes.. XD Dapat magbbike kme.. e aun.. I left my money.. pagpanik ko s bus pra kumuha, umakyat n cla Ella.. alis n daw.. so yeah.. I was wondering why was he still out there waiting for me.. e alam nman niyang aalis n.. XD Aun.. nagwait lng pla.. so yes.. bumaba n aqu 2 tell him.. and yes.. aun.. we went off n to Duty Free o kung anu man un.. XD Di n aqu bumaba.. since.. I was tired from walking.. or.. antok lng ako.. so yes.. XD Aun.. thank you sa Mountain Dew Shamshir ^______^ domo arigatou~

Hohoho~ So yes.. habang naghihintay kmi s iba.. pinapak nmin ung Gummy Bear ni Patti.. XD Hehehe~ Thank you Patti! So yes.. aun.. on our way home nanuod kmi ng wanqu kung anung palabas un.. tpos yes.. DOA.. tpos yes.. s skul n.. XD Hohoho~ nasusuka nga aqu nun e.. kxe.. nakatayo aqu.. minsan.. naka-kneel ung isang paa sa upuan habang nanunuod.. and yes.. wanqu.. nahilo lng aqu.. XD Hehehe~ soooo yes.. XD It was fun.. Shamir was sooo cute.. nakakagigil cia >/////<.. ang cute nia.. sobra.. wafu.. cute.. wafu.. cute.. wafu.. cute.. XD Kyaaaaaaaaa~ >///////< nakakagigil~ Sobra~!!! Hohoho~ I mish him.. XD

Hehehe.. so yeah.. that's what happened.. kanina.. I think.. o.O.. malay ko n kxe.. I was.. spacing-out.. remember..? Hohoho~ So.. hai~ Gomen.. ^^;

Anywoy.. let's move on to something else.. hai~ Oto-san.. I'm not mad or anything.. nakakagulat k nga.. asking me if I was mad was something really.. 'woah?'.. di qu kxe gets.. I mean.. why did that thing slipped in your mind..? Sb mu lng kc n.. aalis n kau.. kya nagb-bye ako.. so yeah.. sorry if it meant something really different.. pero.. thank you.. for worrying.. if I was lonely.. upset.. mad.. or sad that time.. thank you.. ^_____^ demo.. shouldn't I be the one asking that question.. kc.. you don't seem mmkay.. so yes.. sorry..

Oh yes~ About dun kay Mickey.. I know he is a good close fried of yours.. so nothing's wrong with it.. and besides.. I'm not jealous or whatsoever.. I just envy him 'cause you never seem bored whenever you're with him.. so yes.. minsan.. I feel sad.. kxe.. I can't be like him, someone who doesn't bore you.. pero.. yes.. XD The thought of it sounds impossible n nga e.. doing it would really mean uberimpossible.. hohoho~ So yeah.. XD no matter how hard I try.. I can't seem to be like Mocha.. I am a guy though.. moustache xD hahaha~ NVM..

Ahh.. isa pa.. XD Ke Lei.. daddy.. mmkay lng.. you like sleeping over at there place.. right? And nothing's wrong with it.. right..? And it's fine with me.. right..? And yes.. I don't feel mad or sad or anything.. right? XD So it's fine.. as long as I know where you are, mmkay lng un.. XD Hehehe~ Clear n b un daddy..? Ahhh.. I almost forgot.. about sa yosi.. yes.. I'm not mad or anything.. pero.. tulad nga ng sb ni Meg.. wag kang magppromise kung di mu kyang tuparin.. XD Mmkay? I already told you n it's mmkay nga.. why make a promise n hindi mu rin pla matutupad.. XD

I totally agreed to what Jizzy said..

I do believe that promises are meant to be broken, as always.
Maybe for the fact, that we're not perfect.
I'm not being emo again, but this is reality.
I mean, its okay to break some promises.. SOME.
But, if you know.. You can't do it. Don't say it.
Or might as well, if you can do it, do it.. don't say it.
Don't just say it. I mean, nothing lasts forever.. right?

So yes.. I know.. lahat naman tayo makakapagBREAK ng promise.. and we already BROKE some before.. and up to now we are.. pero.. we are trying to fulfill the rest.. and that's enough.. pero yes.. be honest.. it's not something worth worrying or thinking of.. alam mo nman kung ano ang tama.. and I think.. mastamang tumigil k n s yosi.. pero.. kung di mu tlga kaya.. it's mmkay nga lng.. XD It's not a problem.. as long as you will still LIVE LONGER, it's fine.. XD As long as.. you won't push yourself to your limit.. as long as yosi could make you feel fine.. mmkay lng.. XD It's fine with me..~ Pero yes.. XD Same with cutting.. saglit mu lng nman makakalimutan un mga problems.. so dapat harapin mu.. and that's one thing that I'm currently applying to myself.. and I wish you would.. pero.. if you really can't.. mmkay lng.. XD I understand daddy.. ^_____^

So yes.. one last thing n tlga.. please be HAPPY daddy.. kht sbhn mu n msaya k nga.. bt patuloy k pring nagyo-yosi.. is it.. a habit n.. hindi mu n tlga matatanggal.. o.. you're just doing it 'cause you're sad.. either of it.. alam kong nalulungkot k rin for some reason.. well.. let me tell you this.. and I wish I would not repeat this once more.. 'Sna.. be happy.. even for this short time that we could spend 'together'.. so that.. it'll be good memories that you'll remember.. not the sad one.. wla p nman ung letter.. teh letter to know when you'll be leaving.. kya please.. stop thinking about it.. if you had.. thank god for it.. *phew*.. pero yes.. not matter what.. be hapuu'

Sweeeeeeee~ I'm tired n.. I'll be sleeping n.. so yes.. ingat bukas.. XD

LOVE & JOY

Thursday, February 15, 2007

Sushi~

Arigatou Lexi~ I'm really glad na nakapunta tau sa Rob.. thank you.. my work wus done quite quickly.. arigatou~ ^______^

Hohoho~ Well.. at least ngaun.. I know na.. he wus still doing it.. XD *Tsk tsk*.. pero.. mmkay lng nman un.. teh point is.. he wasn't telling me anything.. and that kinda hurt.. kinda lng nman.. XD Nakakalimutan nman ang kinda e.. ^________^

Hahaha.. aun.. wla lng.. hay.. I have nothing to do.. tinatamad pa magaus ng gamit.. la nman kelangan dalhin.. kktamad.. TT^TT.. soo yes.. new skin.. since Valentine's Day wus/is over n.. hohoho~ Arghh.. my head feels wrong.. I'll be fine nman cguro bukas.. XD Mhmmm.. swee~

Ja ne~ magaaus n aqu.. kelangan e.. I wanna go there n.. hohoho~

LOVE & JOY

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Hapoo Valentine's Day~
Hapoo Monthsary to Master and Mistress~

Nothing much happened.. I think.. it's just that.. I'm still as slepy as before.. and I really don't know why.. Hahaha~ Yes.. Secret Agent Eh! Moi nickname in teh morning.. that's what Best Lex gave me.. XD Hohoho~ And moi likes it.. XD So yeah.. XD Valentine's Day was not that bad.. and was not that good either.. well yes.. for some reason.. the present I have for him is like.. not really that much.. as for me.. and like.. I can't give it to him since.. yeah.. feeling ko tlga.. well.. obvious nman n kulang un e.. soo yeah.. I would like to give it to him na lng on Friday.. hohoho~ Though I still feel guilty.. and stupid about it.. sooo yes.. so sorry tlga.. TT^TT..

Hai~ Arigatou Daddy~ It wus very very pretty ^______^ And it is very very much appreciated~ It's not 'kulang'.. no.. not really.. it's even more than enough.. mhmm.. XD Sweeeeee~

Anywoy.. yeah.. XD It was quite a fun but tiring day.. for I somewhat need to rest.. XD and Lexi got to do what he had always wanted.. XD and I'm glad he seemed happy~ Hehehe~ Browgie. was being a good funny person.. XD He like.. woke me up from my slepyness.. the Bro I saw in teh canteen.. was not the usual Bro.. and yeah.. XD I like.. knew him a little more~

Hohohoho~.. I guess.. marami niang nangyari this day.. that made me happy.. they're too many to mention.. and that.. I can't type it all here.. especially now that I am doing something.. so yeah.. XD basta.. this is one of the best days ever~ ^_____^

Hohoho~ Arigatou minna-san~

LOVE & JOY

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

Astrology

During are English time, we kind of got to the topic about our horoscope.. and yes.. I just thought of checking it out and see what's in store.. XD (We really didn't have any class.. since Teacher Aida wasn't around)

Aries

Aries is an astrological sign that is associated with the constellation Aries. Under the tropical zodiac, Aries is occupied by the Sun from about March 21 to April 19 (depending on the exact year) and is associated with the Spring Equinox. Under the sidereal zodiac, it is currently from April 15 to May 15. The opposite sign to Aries is Libra.

Aries is the first sign of the Zodiac and associated with fresh vigor and new beginnings. Individuals born under this sign are thought to have a confident, energetic, adventurous, enthusiastic, fair, passionate, and pioneering character but one which is also prone to selfishness, boastfulness, intolerance, impulsiveness, and impatience. In terms of anatomy Aries is said to rule the cranium, jaw, facial bones, brain, upper teeth, carotid arteries, and nerve centers. In terms of geography Aries is linked with England, Germany, France, Italy, Denmark, Switzerland, Syria, and Poland.

In mythology Aries is often associated with the Greek myth of the ram which carried Athamas's son Phrixus and daughter Helle to Colchis to escape their stepmother Ino, as well as the mythological figure of Theseus, from the Greek myth of the Minotaur. Aries is also associated with the Greco-Roman god Ares/Mars.

Taurus

Taurus is an astrological sign, which is associated with the constellation of the same name. Under the tropical zodiac, Taurus is occupied by the Sun from April 20 to May 20, and under the sidereal zodiac, it is currently from May 14 to June 19. The opposite sign to Taurus is Scorpio and the two signs are widely considered to be the most sexually responsive of all zodiacal members.

Taurus is the second sign of the Zodiac and associated with material pleasure. Individuals born under this sign are thought to have a calm, practical, reliable, loyal, affectionate, sensuous, ambitious, and determined character, but one which is also prone to hedonism, laziness, inflexibility, jealousy, and antipathy. In terms of anatomy, Taurus is said to rule the vocal chords, tonsils, palate, throat, neck, ears, and lower jaw. In terms of geography Taurus is linked with Switzerland, Sweden, Cyprus, Ireland, Iran and Russia.

Physically, individuals born under the sign of Taurus supposedly tend to have a full and square face, small ears, a rounded and dimpled chin, a short and turned-up nose, large and expressive eyes, glowing and opaque skin, full and well-shaped lips, small and even teeth, and thick, often curly hair. Generally, there is something distinctly sensual about the appearance. They are thought to usually be of average height. According to astrology, those born in April are usually big-boned and those born in May are sometimes more slight-of-frame.

Taurus is traditionally thought to be ruled by the planet Venus. However, in more recent years a few astrologers have come to believe that the true planet which governs Taurus is one named Pan-Horus, first discovered during the 1970s. Some astrologers have also speculated that the dwarf planet 1 Ceres is the true ruler of Taurus. But since it has never been stated that either 1 Ceres or Pan-Horus are actually planets the vast majority of astrologers still consider Venus to be the planetary ruler of the Sign of Taurus, as Venus has a much more archetypical representation in Taurus than the other Venus-ruled sign, Libra.

In mythology Taurus is often associated with the Greek myth of the bull-form taken by Zeus in order to win Europa, as well as the mythological figure of Midas, King of Phrygia, from the Greek myth of the Midas Touch. Taurus is also associated with the Greco-Roman goddess Aphrodite/Venus and sometimes also the goddesses Hera/Juno, Ishtar, Isis, Freyja, and Frigg and the gods Pan, Dionysus/Bacchus, Xolotl, and Quetzalcoatl.

Gemini

Gemini is an astrological sign, which is associated with the constellation Gemini. Under the tropical zodiac, Gemini is occupied by the Sun from May 21 to June 20, and under the sidereal zodiac, it is currently from June 20 to July 20. The sign opposite to Gemini is Sagittarius.

Gemini is the third sign of the Zodiac and associated with youth and versatility. Individuals born under this sign are thought to have a sociable, fun-loving, versatile, communicative, liberal and friendly character but one which is also prone to moodiness, inconsistency, superficiality, restlessness and laziness. In terms of anatomy, Gemini is said to rule the shoulders, upper arms, nerve fibers, lungs, thymus gland, trachea and bronchi, structural features of the clavicle, scapula, and humerus. In terms of geography Gemini is linked with United States of America, Australia, Belgium, Sardinia, Armenia, and Wales.

Physically, individuals born under the sign of Gemini supposedly tend to have a straight and narrow nose, long and thin limbs, a well-proportioned chin, a pointed jawline, fine bone structure, large ears, high cheekbones, a wide mouth, a roundish head, finely-textured hair, small hands, and long and slender fingers. They are thought to usually be slender in build and of average height.

Among medieval astrologers, Gemini was thought of as a fortunate sign, and its subjects were considered to possess the qualities intense devotion, genius, largeness of mind, goodness, and liberality.

Gemini is associated with the Greek myth of Castor (or Kastor) and Pollux and with the Greco-Roman god Hermes/Mercury and sometimes also the gods Loki, Asklepios/Aesculapius, and Veles and the goddesses Eris/Discordia, Hebe, and Ate.

Cancer

Cancer is an astrological sign, which is associated with the constellation Cancer. Under the tropical zodiac, Cancer is occupied by the Sun from June 21 to July 22 and under the sidereal zodiac, it is currently from July 21 to August 9. The sign opposite to Cancer is Capricorn.

Cancer is the fourth sign of the Zodiac and associated with family and domesticity. Individuals born under this sign are thought to have a kind, emotional, romantic, imaginative, sympathetic, nurturing, and intuitive character, but one which is also prone to changeability, moodiness, hypersensitivity, depression, and clinginess. In terms of anatomy, Cancer is said to rule the breasts, epigastric region, elbows, stomach, digestive organs, upper lobe of the liver, thoracic duct, pancreas, blood serum, and the womb. In terms of geography Cancer is linked with New Zealand, the Netherlands, Scotland, Africa, and Italy.

Physically, individuals born under the sign of Cancer supposedly tend to have smallish shoulders, small feet, slender limbs, modest curves, (if female) thin light hair, bright 'trusting,' eyes, small fingers, a round face, a broad forehead. They are thought to be of very variable height.

In the past, Cancer was considered an unfortunate but fruitful sign, strongly associated with tribes, clans, and closely-knit family groups.

In mythology Cancer is often associated with the Greek myth of the Lernaean Hydra, one of The Twelve Labours of Herakles and the mythical figure of Perseus, from the Greek myth of Medusa. Cancer is also associated with the Greco-Roman goddess Selene/Luna and sometimes the goddesses Artemis/Diana and Hecate/Trivia.

Leo

Leo is an astrological sign, which is associated with the constellation Leo. Under the tropical zodiac, Leo is occupied by the Sun from July 23 to August 22, and under the sidereal zodiac, it is currently from August 17 to September 16. The opposite sign to Leo is Aquarius (astrology).

Leo is the fifth sign of the Zodiac and is associated with creativity and drama. Individuals born under this sign are thought of to have a proud, honest, generous, self-motivated, charismatic, warm-hearted, and enthusiastic character, but one which is also prone to conceit, gullibility, bullying, rigidity, intolerance, and snobbery. In terms of anatomy, Leo is said to rule the heart, upper area of the spine, and the back in general. In terms of geography, Leo is linked with Peru, the Czech Republic, Slovakia, Romania, and Italy.

Physically, individuals born under the sign of Leo supposedly tend to have a kind face, a roundish head, trim hips, thin, light hair, 'trusting' eyes, thick and well-formed eyebrows, large and evenly-spaced teeth, and a straight nose. They are thought to usually be of average height or slightly above.

Leos are generally self-assured and have a keen sense of drama, a creative flair, and strong personal magnetism. They do well under pressure and are excellent at defusing crisis situations. Actors born under the sign of the lion are polished performers who love the limelight. Leos often enjoy working with children, and many become teachers whose students serve as their captive audience. There is often a talent for investing, finance, and money management that can lead to success in banking, the stock market, or big business.

Limelight LeoLeo is associated with gold, jewelry, adornment, glamour, fashion, and luxury items. Leos also tend to have a fondness for competition, dance, gambling, risky endeavors, parks, recreational activities, nature, the outdoors, and work with animals. Leo's ruler, the Sun, is the giver of life, and some born under this sign gravitate toward the healing and helping professions as physicians, counselors, psychiatrists, hypnotists, or cardiologists.

In mythology Leo is often associated with the Greek myth of the Nemean Lion which was killed by Heracles during one of his twelve labours, and subsequently put into the sky, as well as the mythological figure of Penelope, from the Greek myth of the Trojan War. Leo is also associated with the Greco-Roman god Apollo and sometimes also the gods Helios/Sol, Ra, and Huitzilopochtli and the goddess Sunna.

Virgo

Virgo is an astrological sign, which is associated with the constellation Virgo. Under the tropical zodiac, Virgo is occupied by the Sun from August 23 to September 22, and under the sidereal zodiac, it is currently from September 17 to October 17. The opposite sign to Virgo is Pisces.

Virgo is the sixth sign of the Zodiac and associated with purity and service. Individuals born under this sign are thought to have a diligent, analytical, self-sufficient, controlled, orderly, and modest character, but one which is also prone to fussiness, perfectionism, harsh criticism, coldness, and hypochondria. In terms of anatomy, Virgo is said to rule the abdominal region, large and small intestines, spleen, solar plexus, lower lobes of the liver, pancreas, portal veins, umbilicus, hands, nails, and carpal bones. In terms of geography Virgo is linked with Turkey, Greece, Brazil, Uruguay and the Caribbean. According to some astrologers Virgo is a barren sign.

Virgo is traditionally thought to be ruled by the planet Mercury. However, during the late nineteenth-century and early twentieth-century it was speculated in certain astrological circles that the planet Vulcan, thought to be located near Mercury, was the true planetary ruler of Virgo. Today, some astrologers believe that the dwarf planets Sedna and Eris are or will be the planetary rulers/co-rulers of Virgo. Many astrologers who study the powerful asteroid Chiron, known as "the wounded healer", believe it has the best claim upon the rulership of Virgo. Currently, the vast majority of astrologers still think of Mercury as the planetary ruler of this sign.

Physically, individuals born under the sign of Virgo supposedly tend to have a graceful figure, a roundish head, full and delicately shaped lips, perfect teeth, a clear complexion, large and clear eyes, small, symmetrical, and refined features, a high forehead, a thin nose, coarsely textured hair, and thin eyebrows. They are thought to usually be of slightly above average height.

According to one interpretation, the Virgo constellation depicts Astraea, the virgin daughter of the god Zeus and the goddess Themis. Astraea was known as the goddess of justice, and was identified as this constellation due to the presence of the scales of justice (Libra) nearby, and supposedly ruled the world with her wise ways until mankind became so callous she returned to skies, disgusted.

In mythology Virgo is often associated with the mythological figure of Omphale, Queen of Lydia, from the myth of Heracles. Virgo is also associated with the Greco-Roman god Hermes/Mercury and sometimes the goddesses Athena/Minerva, Demeter/Ceres, Astraea, Eris/Discordia, Ate and Hestia/Vesta and the gods Hephaestus/Vulcan, Loki, Asklepios/Aesculapius and Veles.

Libra

Libra is an astrological sign, which is associated with the constellation Libra. Under the tropical zodiac, Libra is occupied by the Sun from September 23 to October 22, and under the sidereal zodiac, it ends on November 15. The opposite sign to Libra is Aries.

Libra is the seventh sign of the Zodiac and associated with justice. Individuals born under this sign are thought to have a pleasant, charming, charismatic, fair, highly intelligent, idealistic, refined, and self-sufficient character, but one which is also prone to frivolity, indecision, greed, anger, envy, excessive pride, cruelty, coldness, and isolation. In terms of anatomy, Libra is said to rule the excretory functions via the kidneys, skin, lumbar region, buttocks, adrenals and vasomotor system, and lumbar vertebrae. In terms of geography Libra is linked with China, Japan, Denmark, Austria, Argentina, Tibet, Ethiopia, India, Italy, France, Egypt and South Africa.

Physically, individuals born under the sign of Libra supposedly tend to have a graceful figure; a roundish head; a tan or almost olive complextion; large and soulful eyes; small and refined features; a high forehead; a thin nose; dark, thick hair; and thin eyebrows. They are thought to usually be of above average height.

In mythology Libra is often associated with the Greek mythological figure of Atalanta. Libra is also associated with the Greco-Roman goddess Aphrodite/Venus and sometimes also the goddesses Hera/Juno, Ishtar, Freyja, and Frigg and the gods Xolotl, and Quetzalcoatl.

Sagittarius

Sagittarius is an astrological sign, which is associated with the constellation Sagittarius. Under the tropical zodiac, Sagittarius is occupied by the Sun from November 22 to December 21, and under the sidereal zodiac, it is currently from December 16 to January 14. The opposite sign to Sagittarius is Gemini.

Sagittarius is the ninth sign of the Zodiac and associated with travel and expansion. Individuals born under this sign are thought to have a dynamic, ethical, humorous, generous, open-hearted, compassionate, and energetic character, but one which is also prone to pridefulness, foolishness, impulsiveness, impracticality, and superstition. In terms of anatomy, Sagittarius is said to rule the hips, thighs, and sacral area. In terms of geography, Sagittarius is linked with Spain, Arabia, Hungary, Mexico and Australia.

Sagittarians are said to like travelling, getting to the heart of the matter, freedom, laws and meanings, and the general "feel" of things. They do not like off the wall theories, being tied down domestically, being constrained, cooling their heels, and being bothered with details.*

Physically, individuals born under the sign of Sagittarius supposedly tend to have a large and well-shaped skull, a high and broad forehead, a tall and broad figure, and fair hair.

In the past, the astrological sign of Sagittarius was strongly associated with higher learning, philosophy, human progress, religion, life hereafter, and God.

In mythology Sagittarius is often associated with the mythological figure of Bellerophon, from the Greek myth of Pegasus. Sagittarius is also associated with the Greco-Roman god Zeus/Jupiter and sometimes the goddess Tyche/Fortuna and the god Thor.

Aquarius

Aquarius is an astrological sign, which is associated with the constellation Aquarius. Under the tropical zodiac, Aquarius is occupied by the Sun from January 20 to February 19, and under the sidereal zodiac, it is currently from February 13 to March 14.

In some cosmologies, Aquarius is associated with the classical element Air, and thus called an Air Sign (with Libra and Gemini). It is also one of the four Fixed signs (along with Leo, Scorpio, and Taurus). Its polar opposite is Leo. It is the domicile of Saturn (since its discovery Uranus has been considered Aquarius' ruling or co-ruling planet by many modern astrologers). Each astrological sign is assigned a part of the body, viewed as the seat of its power. Aquarius rules the circulatory system as well as the ankles. The symbol for Aquarius is the water bearer.

Aquarius is the eleventh sign of the Zodiac and associated with future ideas and the unusual. Individuals born under this sign are thought to have a creative, challenging, entertaining, progressive, stimulating, and independent character, but one which is also prone to rebelliousness, coldness, erraticism, cowardice, and impracticality. In terms of anatomy, Aquarius is said to rule the legs from knees to ankles and the circulation of blood. In terms of geography Aquarius is linked with Greece, Sweden, Canada, Ethiopia and Poland.

Physically, individuals born under the sign of Aquarius supposedly tend to have a vague expression, finely chiseled features and a slender figure. The males are often said to tend to be effeminate in appearance and the females somewhat broad-shouldered and masculine.

Aquarius is traditionally thought be ruled by the planet Saturn, but in more recent years many astrologers have labelled Uranus as the ruler or co-ruler of Aquarius, attributing the erraticism associated with the Sign to the planet's influence.

In mythology Aquarius is often associated with the mythological figure of Odysseus, King of Ithaca, from the Greek myth of the Trojan War. Aquarius is also associated with the Greco-Roman god Uranus/Caelus and sometimes the god Cronus/Saturn.

Pisces

Pisces is an astrological sign, which is associated with the constellation Pisces. Under the tropical zodiac, Pisces is occupied by the Sun from February 19 to March 20, and under the sidereal zodiac, it is currently from March 15 to April 13. The opposite sign to Pisces is Virgo.

Pisces is the twelfth and last sign of the Zodiac and associated with human emotions. Individuals born under this sign are thought to be dreamy, romantic, humorous, generous, emotional, receptive, affectionate, and have an honest character, but are also prone to exaggeration, fickleness, passiveness, hypersensitivity, over-talkativeness and paranoia. Pisceans are said to like solitude to dream in and mystery. Pisces is said by some astrologers to possess the qualities of all the previous eleven Signs of the Zodiac. In terms of anatomy, Pisces is said to rule the feet, liver, and lymphatics. In terms of geography, Pisces is linked with Portugal, Spain, Scandinavia, and Egypt.

Physically, individuals born under the sign of Pisces supposedly tend to have small and dainty feet, heavy-lidded and liquid eyes, a short stature, and a broad physique.

Pisces is traditionally thought to be ruled by the planet Jupiter, but in more recent years many astrologers have labeled Neptune as the ruler or co-ruler of Pisces, attributing the dreaminess associated with the Sign to the planet's influence.

In mythology Pisces is often associated with Helen of Troy, from the legend of the Trojan War. Pisces is also associated with the Greco-Roman god Poseidon/Neptune and sometimes also the gods Zeus/Jupiter, Morpheus, and Thor and the goddess Tyche/Fortuna.

Pisces is from Aphrodite and her son turning themselves into fish so they could escape Typhon.

It is notable that early believers in Christianity often used the symbol of Pisces (two fish swimming in opposing directions) in order to secretly identify themselves.

So yes.. I have to get going na.. and finish a letter.. ket wla kcing stationary..? Amf.. TT^TT

LOVE & JOY

Saturday, February 10, 2007

*Blink* *Blink*

Amazing! I could still open my eyes and post.. XD Hahaha~ la lng.. it just have been quite an awful but fun day for me. We have been playing Kingdom Hearts once more.. which we have quit for quite a short time.. and yeah.. we are like hell going gaga over it.. la lng.. boredom can really make you like sort of things.. *sigh* So yeah, I have finally realized one thing.. I know na.. why I feel oh so hyper this week.. I was trying not to feel sad.. that laughing would be better than crying like shit.. Besides.. I no longer want my family to worry about me.. if they do.. they'll bother me like ewan.. and I'll feel very irritated..

Yeah, anyway.. we've finally watched at least one of the DVD Migz' lend us.. and yes, it was awesome.. I like GTO talaga.. I wish.. there was such a thing in reality.. so that.. life wouldn't be this boring.. sheesh.. so yeah.. all we did was just panic this day.. and yeah.. I really love staying over at Meg's place.. they even made me go up and down the stairs and make my penguin roll.. XD So yeah.. that was the fun part.. plus the Chicken Pops.. XD

So yes.. I was also fucking sad.. since I was uberlonely and uberstupid.. I feel something very heavy in moi heart.. it's like.. it's about to explode.. I don't really like the feeling.. but.. it has been with me.. for the past few weeks.. is it.. for no good reason.. is my greediness conquering me once more..? Or am I just being plain stupid..? Yeah.. I should knock some senses to me as well.. "Hello! Thea! He's not all yours! So stop dreaming like hell!".. sheesh.. that won't do the trick.. prolly.. I need to spill my heart out.. and poke it 'till it dies.. but then.. I'll be heartless.. and that would be a lot more.. harder.. so yeah.. I just cried it all out last night.. which is why I never had a hard time sleeping.. haha.. but when.. I woke up.. I cried once more.. I feel like shit.. oh so stupid.. hay.. yeah.. and I still feel uneasy.. blah.. nevermind.. forget about that..

So yeah.. I wus like talking to someone kanina.. and it was like a 5 minutes chat.. and then.. he suddenly.. didn't reply.. and I wus like.. "I think he fell asleep".. and yeah.. I know for sure that he did.. but I still waited for his reply.. but then.. my mom asked me to come home 'cause she needs help.. so yeah.. I did.. I logged out and I thought that.. even on that 5 minutes without being online.. prolly he has gone back.. but then.. when I logged in.. I wus glad he didn't.. so yeah.. I like waited.. until.. it struck me that I wus waiting for 4 hours already.. 4 hours and 30+ minutes.. and yes.. I wus getting sleepier n din.. well yeah.. nung mga 8 antok n din aqu.. XD but yeah.. I wouldn't be able to sleep if I don't get to talk to him.. so yeah.. from that 4 hours and 30+ minutes of waiting.. I'm glad he did show up and told me he dozed off.. yey~ My hours of waiting did paid off.. ^^ I'm so glad I didn't feel asleep.. for I would have regret it.. Mhmm.. so yeah.. I'm quite mmkay n.. I think.. O.o..

So yeah.. thanks Mickey! For keeping me occupied that time! And yes~ thank you Canon in D Rock for keeping me awake! Arigatou ^______^

LOVE & JOY

Friday, February 09, 2007

Ah.. yes..
Thanks for the Penguin Daddy~

I guess I was too busy with something yesterday.. that I forgot to post what actually happened on our 'Student's Day'. Honestly, it was a fun day ^^ I got to be one of the T.L.E teachers.. XD I'm there with Bro and Nico.. they are soo fun to hang out with.. XD So yeah, our first class was the 2nd years.. they were sooo messy.. and.. so.. 'maharot' that I no longer know what to do.. blah.. XD So yeah.. XD We cleaned the room, and yes.. Bro and Nico helped as well.. XD They were such good boys.. ^^ Puppy was even being funny that time, when I asked him to get the mop.. and bring it back, he even complained that 'Di naman kasi ako janitor' XD He was acting like a kid.. hahaha~ XD So yeah.. we had a lot of vacant time.. XD Lucky teachers, they get too many free time.. our day at school was like only occupied by 2 hours.. and so yeah.. XD Our last class wus teh 1st years.. XD They were a noisy bunch.. XD But then.. di sila magulo.. so yeah.. XD Everything went on smoothly.. well.. that's what I think.. until Kata threw that plastic bottle.. XD Hahaha~ Poor Cedric.. XD So yeah.. forget about that.. as long as no one gets in trouble, everything will be fine.. XD

So yeah, nothing much happened.. XD Best just cried because of Lei.. and yeah.. we shared thoughts about things that usually can touch our hearts.. XD Like when Lex cried that time, I was like.. 'Waaaa.. what a lovely sight of friendship.. nakakaiyak~'.. sigh.. mhmm.. naiiyak ako nun.. I just laughed it out para di na ako umiyak.. XD Kahit si master, sb nia.. naiiyak din daw cia nun.. Vincent even shared something.. nung id-drop na cia.. he even told his parent.. (I think).. that he'll vid himself so that he could leave a special message to us all.. and yeah.. that made him cry.. aww.. we were touched.. XD Kahit daw nung ke Lei.. yeah.. XD We remember the letter.. XD Hahaha~ I didn't know that we are like.. this.. XD.. Not really.. nakakaiyak naman talaga e.. XD Hahaha~ We would just really miss each other.. so yeah.. we shall take this time together.. and shall use it wisely.. XD Sigh.. sooo yeah.. XD We even had a discussion about, BR Act, that if we would have a BR Act here at school, who would will we kill first.. We agreed with one person, except for Lei.. he said he would kill mister Sandman first.. XD LoL~ So yeah.. us sharing thoughts that time.. it would always remain here.. XD I like died from laughing that time.. it was really memorable.. mhmmm.. 'Our happy conversation in the T.L.E Room' *sigh* I wish it could happen again.. XD

LOVE & JOY

Thursday, February 08, 2007

I Never Knew

I really never knew that such things seemed too much to you.. and I'm sorry for not noticing.. I should have known that since we are an item.. but I guess I just completely ignored what you feel.. I really am sorry for not realizing that I am completely hurting you.. I really am sorry.. I really didn't knew.. sorry if I acted selfishly.. and completely forgot what you feel.. it wasn't your fault.. kasi pagsinabi mong fault, 'kasalanan mo', so yes.. it wasn't really 'your fault'.. it was.. our fault.. you just made a mistake.. pagsinabi mong mistake, 'pagkakamali'.. (yes.. you do know mistake and fault is different).. mhmm.. your mistake was.. you never told us anything.. you just let anger pile up in there.. and since you can no longer bare it.. you have already told me about it.. but the situation.. has somewhat.. already got out of hand.. and I'm sorry.. if I couldn't make you feel any better.. sorry.. if all I did was make it worst.. sorry.. I really didn't knew.. and yes.. 'not knowing' is not an excuse.. I should have known.. I should have felt it.. but then, you were oh so good at keeping it.. that I completely didn't notice.. sorry.. for making you feel bad.. I promise, I'll find a way to make you feel all better again.. that.. you wouldn't be all sarcastic once more.. and that.. you wouldn't feel pissed at me and the rest.. 'cause.. I know you noticed.. I was soo frighten.. when you suddenly burst out like that.. I'm so sorry.. for not knowing that your tears was all for that.. and I'm so sorry.. for not noticing.. that 'that' question was a hint for such.. sorry.. I really never noticed it.. I was too cold to know what you feel.. I was so stupid for not realizing.. and I'm sooo dumb.. for not knowing.. sorry.. sorry, if I let the situation get out of hand.. sorry.. if I was adding fuel to the burning fire.. sorry.. for being one of them.. sorry.. for not being there with you.. when you needed me somehow..

I never ever felt this scared.. and I was trying so hard not to cry.. but it was oh so frightening.. 'cause I never knew you were mad at me.. and I was so dense not to know.. I am sooo sorry talaga.. Daddy.. remember that time.. nung hindi ako naglaru ng basketball sa P.E.. you do know.. that I was somewhat trembling.. and I was trying so hard not to make my voice shake.. and I guess.. it somewhat worked.. but not to my brother.. my voice was shaking like 'ewan'.. and I'm glad he didn't ask why.. sigh.. pero.. you know what..? I was sooo fucking scared that time as well.. why..? Because when the game was forfeited.. and when I looked back at you.. I saw your awful upset face.. and from that.. I trembled with fear.. I promise.. I'll play basketball.. kahit magmukha na akong tanga nun.. I just.. don't want.. to see that 'upset' face once more.. 'cause it was really scary.. it really is..

I don't play basketball 'cause it's what I want.. it's to suit my comfortabilty.. I really don't care if I'll be able to get a failing grade.. but.. seeing an upset face.. it really made me.. feel.. sad.. and so bad.. soo yes.. I'll do anything.. not to see that once more.. I'll play.. so that.. I wouldn't feel the horrible feeling again.. and mostly.. I don't want to see your face like that.. sigh.. I'm sooo sorry.. for all the trouble I cause you.. and sorry.. for all the pain I give you.. I really wish you could forgive me.. and so with them.. I know.. you can.. it's just that.. you are so upset that.. you take things on your own.. but daddy.. I'm here.. what would my purpose be..? Will I be 'just' someone who'll watch you in pain? But.. I'll really like to be the 'someone' who'll make you happy.. I want to be the reason.. why you smile.. I may be all greedy and stuff.. but.. I want that.. but.. it's oh so impossible for me.. 'cause I never gave you anything but sadness..

Before I end this stupid meaningless post.. I want to tell you that.. you're not what you think we mean to say.. you're not possesive as well.. prolly.. it's just because I don't show it.. but I'm more like it.. daddy.. WE ARE SO SORRY, FOR MAKING YOU FEEL LIKE THAT.. we shall try to change things.. and make you feel right again.. so don't worry too much.. I want you to be happy.. 'cause you don't deserve such sadness.. sigh.. sorry again..

LOVE & JOY

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

This Photograph Is Proof (I Know, You Know) - Taking Back Sunday
Reminder: Hapoo Birthday Dang~!!

Well, I'll wait till you listen
I won't say a word
to follow your instincts
just never worked for me
your silent but strong, (yeah, I'm playing that card)
and your noticing nothing again

Now I'm lying on the table
with everything you said
keep that in mind the way that it felt
when the most I could do was to just blame myself

(yeah, I'm playing that card)
when the most I could do was to just blame myself
and I know, you know, everything
I know you didn't mean it
I know you didn't mean it

I know, you know, everything (drop everything)
I know you didn't mean it (start it all over)
I know you didn't mean it (remember more then you'd like to forget)

So, we're talking forever
and you almost feel better
but, betters no excuse for tonight
you see, it's never bad enough
to just leave or give up
but, it's never good enough to feel right

Now I'm lying on the table
with everything you said
it will all catch up eventually
well, it caught up and honestly
the weight of my decisions
were impossible to hold
but they were never yours
they were never yours

Well I know, you know, everything
I know you didn't mean it
I know you didn't mean it

I know, you know, everything (drop everything)
I know you didn't mean it (start it all over)
I know you didn't meant it (remember more then you'd like to forget)

Drop everything, start it all over
remember more then you'd like to forget [x2]

Would you like to forget
would you like to forget
drop everything, start it all over
well drop everything, start it all over (would you like to forget?)
drop everything start it all over
start it all...

Well I know, you know, everything
I know you didn't mean it
I know you didn't mean it

I know, you know, everything (drop everything)
I know you didn't mean it (start it all over)
I know you didn't meant it (remember more then you'd like to forget)

I know, you know
I know, you know...you know, you know, you know...

Well, I'll wait till you listen
I won't say a word
to follow your instincts
just never worked for me
your silent but strong, (yeah, I'm playing that card)
and your noticing nothing again

Now I'm lying on the table
with everything you said
keep that in mind the way that it felt
when the most I could do was to just blame myself

(yeah, I'm playing that card)
when the most I could do was to just blame myself
and I know, you know, everything
I know you didn't mean it
I know you didn't mean it

I know, you know, everything (drop everything)
I know you didn't mean it (start it all over)
I know you didn't mean it (remember more then you'd like to forget)

So, we're talking forever
and you almost feel better
but, betters no excuse for tonight
you see, it's never bad enough
to just leave or give up
but, it's never good enough to feel right

Now I'm lying on the table
with everything you said
it will all catch up eventually
well, it caught up and honestly
the weight of my decisions
were impossible to hold
but they were never yours
they were never yours

Well I know, you know, everything
I know you didn't mean it
I know you didn't mean it

I know, you know, everything (drop everything)
I know you didn't mean it (start it all over)
I know you didn't meant it (remember more then you'd like to forget)

Drop everything, start it all over
remember more then you'd like to forget [x2]

Would you like to forget
would you like to forget
drop everything, start it all over
well drop everything, start it all over (would you like to forget?)
drop everything start it all over
start it all...

Well I know, you know, everything
I know you didn't mean it
I know you didn't mean it

I know, you know, everything (drop everything)
I know you didn't mean it (start it all over)
I know you didn't meant it (remember more then you'd like to forget)

I know, you know
I know, you know...you know, you know, you know...

Thank you for sharing this song Master~ It is sooo pretty~

LOVE & JOY

Sunday, February 04, 2007

Everything will be fine.. right?

I already made a promise.. and I have no intentions on breaking it.. nor will you, right?

LOVE & JOY

Saturday, February 03, 2007

Hai
Hapoo Birthday Leo~ And.. yes.. Advance Hapoo Birthday Dabdab~

Yes.. I spent all my money on stupid things, and yes.. it's not really that stupid, since I wanted it.. but yeah.. I only have 800php left.. tawww.. ipon na lang ako ule.. XD Hohohoho~ so yeah.. it was a fun day.. I got to see daddy somehow.. kahit saglit lang.. kahit from a distance.. ^^.. Sooo yes.. nothing much happened.. t'was not that fun.. but it was fine.. XD

Yes.. yesterday, it was our mini fair.. it wasn't as fun as before.. but yeah.. it did 'cause Shams was there with me.. ^_______^ So yes.. it wasn't a really good day.. since.. hai~.. lotsa people have lotsa problems.. Pao.. Dabdab.. Jiz.. Emo.. especially Mickey.. I really am sorry onii-sama.. for telling you 'nothing'.. but if I tell you.. what would you do? Will you hate me? If I didn't.. will you hate me as well? I don't know.. we are two different people.. with different minds and emotions.. I don't know.. where should I place my self to understand you.. and for sure.. I don't know on what angle should I look to see what you see.. it's quite hard.. and same goes to you.. so yes.. I shall try my very best to tell you what I know.. if I do know something.. and if it's that important to tell.. sooo.. yes.. sorry.. don't mess again.. don't ever.. kasi.. it's not only you who gets hurt.. Jizelle is affected.. sobra.. you know that'll hurt her.. and you'll only make her blame herself.. please.. don't make her join your pain.. obviously.. she's doing stuffs with a reason.. same to what you are doing.. so yes.. do talk with each other.. so that.. you could understand one another. Please lang..

Hay.. yes.. yesterday.. sorry about that Fuufuu.. masyado akong naginarte sa bagay na wala lang.. honestly.. wla kang kasalanan.. wala talaga.. as in wala.. super.. sobra.. wala talaga.. sooo please do me a favor.. don't ever say sorry if you know it wasn't your fault.. mmkay? I wasn't mad nun.. I was annoyed.. A-N-N-O-Y-E-D.. why? Because of what master was yelling.. it wasn't true.. sb mu nga.. pero.. yes.. nakaka-annoy sa tenga e.. very.. and yes.. sorry.. for acting such.. I never even thought it out.. tpos.. bigla na lang akong naginarte.. so sorry talaga.. and yes.. nung sinabi mu na.. you oftenly get hurt because of things that I kept on insisting.. things that aren't true.. sorry.. di ko kasi alam kung anu yun totoo.. soo tell me which one is real.. and yes.. sorry if I ever hurt you.. sorry talaga.. but from what you said.. na di mu kayang gawin un.. ung "un".. it made me feel at ease.. for the mean time.. Sigh.. so yes.. about dun sa yosi.. mhmmm.. like I told you, it was mmkay.. as long as you tell me.. as long as you'll tell me why you did it (kht yung reason 'wala lang' it's okay.. basta may reason).. as long as you'll tell me when you did it.. and you'll tell me how many.. be honest.. I won't get mad.. promise.. that's like one of the things I kept on repeating to myself.. besides.. di naman nakakainis un e.. XD

Sooo yes.. sorry.. Mickey.. Shams.. Jiz.. Emo.. Pao.. and David.. and thanks na din.. same to Lex, Bro, and Lei.. thank you.. ^^

LOVE & JOY