Friday, December 01, 2006
Never knew..
Hahaha~ never knew na mei sinasabi ka pla sa likod qu.. ouchie~ Before.. I always trusted you.. with all the secrets, tears, fears and POV I shared with the both of you.. then in the end.. you hated me for that pla.. Sigh.. Demo.. it's owkay, I understand.. I find myself irritating as well, and.. right now.. it does not matter, kung anu man ung mga sinabi mu noon.. at ngaun, basta masaya ako, it's fine with me. I would not let me self get gloomy with stuffs I long to forget. But, thanks for listening, nung mga panahon na.. hindi p ganito ang tingin mu skn.
Anyways, kalimutan n ntin un.. napapaiyak lng aqu e.. XD Yeah.. yesterday, I was feeling down (hanggang ngaun).. this is the 2nd day they're not here.. and it's taking ages.. miss na namin kau ni Lei.. TT^TT I did nothing.. except to think and worry a lot. I watched Spirited Away.. a movie he lend me, it was a nice one, kept me occupied for a while. Pero, pagkatapos nun.. my mind was full of horrid thoughts, hahaha~ I was glad master Lei went online, I finally got to talk to someone. We didn't talk much.. just doodled in yahoo.. he even drew this pic, very awesome ne?
Anyhow.. yeah.. there.. pagkatapos nian.. I went offline.. mommy told me to stop na.. I stayed a little longer, since yeah, I was waiting for his call.. it took awhile.. so yeah.. I thought of taking a bath muna.. while in the bathroom.. he called.. I know it was him.. no one called that late, and yeah.. when I got out of that stupid bathroom, he called again. I got to talk to him, but I think he's in no mood for any conversation.. feeling ko nabobored cia skn.. haaayyyyyyyyyy.. Then yun.. lowbat na daw.. so he put the phone down na.. pero.. after 30 minutes, tumawag cia ule.. mga 12:20 o 12:25 am un.. he said.. he could not sleep daw.. right.. then.. after a 2 or 1 minute talk.. naputol n.. I guess lowbat n cia.. or.. wla ng lowd.. argh.
Hay.. anyway.. pagkagicing qu kanina.. I was all teary.. since.. I had a nightmare (for meh it was a nightmare already).. in my dream.. I saw him with a cellphone.. kinuha qu daw ung cell nia.. binasa ung mga msgs. I saw there a girl's name, I think it started with the letter C or S.. nakalimutan qu n e.. tapos un.. he told me, it was someone he met in that YMCA trip. And yeah.. when I read the other msgs, they were full of sweet words.. hahaha~ sna hindi nman un 22o.. My mom used to say that.. every dream means the opposite in reality.. hopefully~ Shit! Baka mapatay qu cia pagdating nia ule d2.. kung 22o man un.. potah.. I feel betrayed 2loy.. pero.. he did say na.. he won't do such thing.. I hope soooo.. tangna! Di tuloy aqu mapanatag.. argh.. we'll see.. pagbalik nia.. Lei told me nman n.. he won't do such.. soooooooo yeah.. I'll believe.. sigh.
*I intend to keep that promise.. and no longer break it..
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He never got to call na.. wla na lowd.. anu kya nangyari..? Did he..-?
Potah.. tama na kakaisip.. ;_______;
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