Monday, December 25, 2006
Melancholic Christmas
This would prolly be the most boring Christmas ever.. but yeah.. it does not matter..
The reason why I wanted to post today.. was that.. I really got pissed with what he said.. questioning me with my thoughts about my master.. is the same as questioning my loyalty to him.. it wasn't a good question.. and the things you said with ease what really rang the bell in my mind..
It wasn't funny.. 'cause I don't care what he does.. what he did.. what he'll do.. I don't even care if he'll ruin my life.. my thoughts about him will never ever change.. I really don't know why I got hurt on what you were saying.. I don't even know why it made me cry.. but for sure.. I know that I didn't like it..
He has been a great help to me.. even if he had broken tooo many promises.. and had made toooo many lies.. I accepted it and understood him.. for I know we are quite similar.. The thought of hating him never even crossed my mind.. and now you're asking me stupid questions that I didn't even ask my self..
Most of all.. I don't like people.. saying bad stuffs about my Master.. my cousin.. and about you.. (who ever is this "you".. you know who I'm reffering to) A simple sorry would do it.. but.. I can't simply forget it.. I was badly hurt.. you guys whispering bad gossips about him is fine with me.. since.. it's uncontrollable.. but you.. asking me about sorts of things that I never ever even asked my self.. that really gave a deep cut.. it's unforgettable.. for I never thought wrong about my master.. and then you'll ask me if I really think good about him.. he never said anything wrong about you.. he may have lied to me about stuffs regarding him and you.. but I clearly knew that they were lies.. so what's the point getting pissed at him when you already know the truth? It's better to ignore and forget about it..
I know.. and I understand why you think bad about him.. 'cause that's what he shows.. and.. I've never been close to him.. we are just as close as "classmates".. not "friends".. never "close friends".. sooo.. I know you've been with him on weekends.. spend time with him during free hours.. and talk to him about sorts of stuffs on the phone..
I know what he is.. and I know what's on his mind.. may I be right or wrong.. but I know we are quite similar.. so.. there's this possibilty.. that I am.. right..
To make it simple.. he is not just someone who makes a fool out of Leks.. or make Carla cry.. make Mark mad.. make Jethro piss.. make Kevin spell sorts of word.. or make you guys think bad about him.. for I know.. master's a person who's just like you.. thinks positively.. but gets hurt easily.. I may not know him the way you do.. but I know him.. prolly.. in a more different way..
Cguro.. what hurt most.. was that.. sa lahat pa ng tao.. ikaw pa ang magtatanong sakin nun..
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Watashi wa Althea desu. A normal otaku.
I'm happy to have friends which will last forever, and I'm hoping for a longer relationship with my Anata.
Hope this upcoming new life will be a lot more wonderful than my past few years. Hoorah for college!
Let's create more memories together. Zutto zutto.
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i'll write it down in the death note;
Digital Camera
Death Note Live Action
Summer Tour 2007 Final Time: Kotoba no Chikara DVD
To set foot in Japan with my TOMODACHI
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Finish College
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