Saturday, December 23, 2006
Dried Tears
I have finally stopped crying.. *phew* I am sorry kareshi.. honto ni gomenasai..
"I insisted that I come over instead, but you told me that you did not want to see me. You know how much pain I felt when you said those words. It felt like a thousand needles in my heart."
"In the tone of your voice I felt that you did not want to talk anymore. The longer I stayed on the phone hearing you like that felt like I was getting burned alive. Like the pain is getting worse and there is nothing I can do about it."
"Even though all those things she said hurt so much, I know that this is all because she was feeling bad."
Yes.. I am soooooo sorry.. I didn't mean it that way.. though yung iba.. yes.. tama.. pero.. I don't want you to get hurt or feel bad about those stuffs.. if ever possible.. I was hoping that you would ignore it.. but then you didn't..
"I want my old Thea back, the one who is so optimistic, funny, happy, sweet and so full of life."
I think you got it wrong.. I was never optimistic.. not in my life.. I don't expect possible things and I don't think positively.. especially if it concerns me.. though yes.. I am optimistic.. when it concerns you guys.. and the rest was because of you.. I was never happy in my life.. until I found friends to treasure.. and you to be with me.. I was never sweet.. since I am not food.. I was never funny.. I am just me.. I was never full of life.. not until you came. Frankly.. I am not telling you that.. I am no longer the "old Thea" as you said so because of you.. I did not change either.. I was just.. as you said so.. "I know that this is all because she was feeling bad." Yes.. so please don't bug your self with things that.. does not concern you.. if all I think is a lie.. you shouldn't feel bad about it.. since that.. it's my thoughts.. and it's me who is keeping me in a gloomy state.. so.. yeah.. just.. let me be.. mawawala din ito..
Sooo.. yeah.. enough is enough..
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Zettai Kareshi
Yeah.. I just thought of.. uploading this "frame" from my manga Zettai Kareshi, this is when Riiku show the form she filled up for a perfect boyfriend. So yeah.. lemme see if we both have the same thing in mind..
I crossed out what I think does not consider as a trait of a perfect boyfriend.
So yeah.. XD tinatamad akong sabihin why.. XD lawl.. next time nlng.. I feel really sleepy.. my eyes feels heavy.. lawl.. yeah.. I know why naman e.. xD sweeeee~ nap time muna kya meh.. XD
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