Wednesday, December 20, 2006
Between Good and Bad
"Choose your friends wisely", "You have a bad group, try looking for a group that would suit you best".. yes.. I tend to hear that when I was in elementary.. my mom use to worry about my choice of friends.. especially when I reach high school. But now.. all she know is that, Meg is my only friend.. which is.. what I think as well.. XD
But actually.. my choice of friends is based on what I see and what I feel when I'm with them. So yeah.. commonly.. my choice is.. somewhat wrong in the sight of my parents. My choice is not really bad.. as for me.. since I am having fun when I'm with them.. and yes.. even if.. may mga kalokohan sila, I do know that, they are nice and good people who were just mislead by time.. very much likely.
And yes.. it's a lot more nice if you make friends with "mislead people".. since that.. you know their mistakes and what they are from the very start.. but then you'll discover that they aren't so bad, and that is way more nicer. Unlike "good people".. they commonly pretend to be nice.. since yeah.. no one is really nice in this world, they still have that "evilness" in them.. prolly it hasn't been unleashed yet.. but yes.. it's worse to make friends with nice people that would end up "bad".. though not all of them are like this.. but yes.. everyone's POV is based on experience.. and that's what I experienced for all I know.. so this is my output in life or more specifically "friends".
I made friends with people who I know are very friendly and nice from the very beginnning.. but in the end.. we ended up as enemies.. though.. I don't keep grudges to anyone.. so yeah.. that "enemy ewanness" only lasted for a day.. as for me.. but to her.. it was a lifetime ewanness.
Another one was my so called best friend.. "Shari", we were okay at first.. but things started to change.. and I don't know why.. we got separated.. she ended up in a group that I didn't knew she'll end up with.. but yeah.. we're okay now.. but not as close as before.
As for present time, I would say that.. the "good people".. are commonly the one who back stabs a lot (my POV).. and the "mislead people" are the one who usually careless.. (my POV) but then.. they are the one who understands.. unlike the "good people".. they always base it on.. what is "right".. they don't try to comprehend and they never ask the question "why?"..
Sooo.. yeah.. from those, I started to think that Meg is my only best friend.. until now.. and the rest would be "close friends".. but yeah.. I never found this comfortability of expressing who you are with people the rest would least expect.. from my time during my 2nd year in high school. Lian.. and Jake were the persons I talk to with my problems.. (though Jak did back stab me.. I do understand.. dahil.. kahit nman cia.. gnwa nia rin 2..), and from time to time.. Jiz had been a good listener and a good adviser.. on my 3rd year -- current.. Mickey had become someone who is worth talking too.. same with David.. and yes.. among the new students.. Shamir and Carla are the people I would talk too. Frankly, I am not saying that.. they are "mislead people".. but they are the people who "comprehends". Even if they don't, they still try to be of service just to make you feel satisfied.
They/You might find it as an irony, demo it's my POV.. sooo yeah.. leave me alone..
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