Wednesday, November 01, 2006
Special Mention: Happy Birthday Lei~
Which World is Best?
We all live in a world full of real and impossible things; earth. No freedom, and everywhere you go, rules would always occur. It's been terribly, mind distorting, it's always like this, and always like that. Nothing ever change, life is always the same. Nevertheless, there are new gadgets to spend time on. I like a busy life if I enjoy what I am doing, but if you force me to do things I don't really like.. you'll never see effort. It's a very boring world indeed, but I, would like to change it. If only I have enough will power, and a brain that would help me out when I'm in trouble, I'll make this world different. A world that'll be alot more fun and peaceful. But hey, just like what I told you earlier, this is earth, we are not on Pluto - Earth to Thea, hear me? - It's way too impossible, life is full of impossible things, unless you spend your 30 years of living just to look for it. It's way too troublesome.
Haha. But hey, it's earth we're talking about here. You have to do your best to reach your goal/s. It's just like what they said, "There are two things in life, one is to get what you want, and two is to enjoy it. But only a few got to achieve number two." Haha. Tell me about it, I never enjoyed what I have, except my life, my family, and my friends. But if it's about material things, I'll never achieve two. Since the things I like are more of digital technology stuffs, and they always update.
So yeah, we've heard about earth. Now, let us talk about our "dreamland", the land we always dream of O.o.. In my set of mind, I always daydream about me, being a part of an anime. (Which is, yeah, JUST A DREAM!) There, in the anime world (watch one on TV to know what's like in the anime world), nothing is impossible. You have magic, friends, guys, girls, the life you want, whatever it is, you are on control. But yes, in every episode, the heroine or the hero could get in trouble, (which is also in the real world), but in the anime world, there is always a brave hero who would always risk his life just for you. (A stalker? No.)
In anime, you can have a robotic boyfriend who is dropped-dead-gorgeous; in the anime world, you can be filty rich; in the anime world, you can have magic; in the anime world you can be happy; in the anime world, you can ask someone to kill the person you hate; in the anime world you can bring the dead back; in the anime world, you can have anything you want. Haha, no wonder I always cry when I see the characters in an anime happy.. 'cause I could not find such happiness here.. if a character cries, someone would always understand. Someone would always be there for them, someone would try to open up the shadowy gate you always kept close. Why? Why is it like that? Why isn't reality like that..
Haha. Someone please wake me up.. maybe, I've been thinking so much about anime, and the earth. That it came to the part I started comparing.. but ever since then.. I was never happy.. 'cause I wanna live.. with the anime characters I love..
Otaku you may say, sure, you can say that, but people, I am looking for a shelter with people who could love me and understand me the way Haruhi, Tohru, Miaka, Ao, Sakura, Ed, Ayako, and the rest do.
I do know myself that none of you appreciate me, I already knew that, ever since I came to this world. From Meg, and my family, can I only feel affection. Perhaps, I just have to wait and see, and stop asking hideous stuffs.. ne?
So.. help me think.. which world is best..
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Watashi wa Althea desu. A normal otaku.
I'm happy to have friends which will last forever, and I'm hoping for a longer relationship with my Anata.
Hope this upcoming new life will be a lot more wonderful than my past few years. Hoorah for college!
Let's create more memories together. Zutto zutto.
P.S WATASHI WA ONNA DESU! ^^
I CRAVE FOR
i'll write it down in the death note;
Digital Camera
Death Note Live Action
Summer Tour 2007 Final Time: Kotoba no Chikara DVD
To set foot in Japan with my TOMODACHI
Death Note
Hapoo Memories
Finish College
NIPPON ARTIST
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Anno Meg
Little Meggy
XD Ryan
Arekixu Leks
Jethro
Jenny-chan
Miggs
Jizelle
Queens
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Kimmeh
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