Thursday, November 30, 2006
Fuu~
Hahaha.. I can't say that this is the first day of that 3 nights and 4 days trip/stay to Baguio. And honestly.. kahapon ko pa cia namimiss.. I'm scared.. TT^TT But he did say that I should not worry.. let's see where this faith would lead me..
Anyhow.. I was planning not to sleep, since that.. I know he'll be off at 4:00 am or something.. and that he has to wake up at 2:00 am. It was already 12:00 am that time, and my eyes were getting heavy.. I tried to read but it was making me a lot more sleepier, I tried to listen to some loud music but it never worked. Next thing I knew, it was already 4:30 am, and that I slept for 4 hours.. shit! It made me all teary.. for.. I was planning to go down stairs and call him up at around 1:50 am and tell him to take care of himself.. but, my stupid eyes were so freakin' tired. I cried for 30 minutes.. and tried to stop.. I thought of things that would make me laugh.. like his pokah-pokah-pokah thing.. but yes.. I was sooo pissed that I cried even more. All I wanted to do was to say good-bye and that he should take care of himself, but no, my plans were all ruined.
I didn't get to sleep anymore.. for I was busy thinking. I was counting how many hours have passed.. next thing I knew, it was already, 10:00 am. I was thinking for 6 hours.. mei god.. XD Haha.. and there, my brother woke up and do his stuff.. woke mommy.. and they all went down. I was alone up stairs, thinking of a way to talk to him in Baguio. And yeah.. my brother called me and told me that Lei's at the phone. There, I discovered, that he himself was also trying not to sleep, since yeah.. he was also planning to call Carla before she leaves, but also failed to do so. I left the phone at 11:30.. ate and clean the table. The phone rang (11: 45 or something) and to my surprise.. it was Daddy Shams. (Never been happy) Yeah, he told me that.. he was there na, at Baguio. He said the sweetest and the funniest words/thing.. for a moment. And yeah.. he has to eat na. I felt a little owkay.. knowing that, he's safe and fine. So I went on to daily routine. And yes.. kanina lng.. he called.. XD weeeeeeeeee~ I am sooo hapoo.. it was only for a 5 minute or soo talk, since they're going somewhere, and, yes, I am fine? panatag? secure? that he is not flirting with anybody, Jethro there told me sooo.. and I could not believe that, he knew that I told Faus to tell Lampy to watch him for me.. XD Hahaha~
Lolness~ He was disappointed.. knowing that I don't trust him daw.. pero.. all I ever wanted was to know if he will or not, and.. that I wanna know if he's owkay.. DX But, yeah.. XD Let it be.. all I want is him to come back soon.. I miss him soo muchie.. TT^TT
---------------------------- 1:50 pm
He called again, (2 minutes ago.. saglit nga lng.. pero.. LOL) he told me that, he is there na.. at the place where they are to sleep.. XD LOL.. I miss him.. TT^TT
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I am extremely pissed.. nagawa niya akong iwan dito.. TT^TT.. pero.. yeah.. it's owkay.. he sounded like he was having fun.. and yeah.. master and I were feeling the same thing.. shit.. we feel sad..
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He called kanina.. around.. 6:45 - 7:30 pm.. I could not remember the time clearly though.. LOL.. maybe.. master was right.. hearing his voice only makes me miss him even more.. arghness. This is killing me.. TT^TT
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Hands Down - Dashboard Confessional
Breathe in for luck, breathe in so deep.
This air is blessed, you share with me.
This night is wild, so calm and dull.
These hearts, they race from self-control.
Your legs are smooth as they graze mine.
We're doing fine, we're doing nothing at all.
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me,
So won't you kill me, so I die happy?
My heart is yours, to fill or burst,
To break or bury, or wear as jewelry.
Whichever you prefer.
The words are hushed, let's not get busted.
Just lay entwined here, undiscovered;
Safe in here from all the stupid questions.
"Hey, did you get some?"
Man, that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, stay near, stay close,
They can't hear, so we can get some.
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me,
So won't you kill me, so I die happy?
My heart is yours, to fill or burst,
To break or bury, or wear as jewelry.
Whichever you prefer.
Hands down, this is the best day I can ever remember.
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
The dim of the soft lights, the scent of your hair,
That you twirled in your fingers.
And the time on the clock when we realized it's so late.
And this walk that we shared together.
The streets were wet and the gate was locked,
So I jumped it and I let you in,
And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist,
And you kissed me like you meant it,
And I knew that you meant it.
That you meant it, that you meant it.
And I knew that you meant it, that you meant it.
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I CRAVE FOR
i'll write it down in the death note;
Digital Camera
Death Note Live Action
Summer Tour 2007 Final Time: Kotoba no Chikara DVD
To set foot in Japan with my TOMODACHI
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