Tuesday, October 24, 2006

I wish I could end this uberLONELY life of mine, frankly, the only friend I have is this internet.. and my online friends. Nobody seemed to understand me, they believe what they hear, and what they could see. But, couldn't they try to hear what was unheard? Could they try to see what they cannot see with their naked eyes? If only they would, but they never.

Shamir, never really tried to do those stuffs, he would just say.. "That's it? Ayon lng?", or.. "Ano naman ngaun? Ayun lng nman iniisip nla e.", to him its nothing important. It really hurt when he, didn't even care -- as well did the others do -- but I know, he was only trying to tell me that I shouldn't cry or bother myself with such problems that aren't really worth my attention. He would call to make me laugh, and sometimes just to tease me. His a fun guy to be with, his just THAT and that's just it. He would not care what you are and what you've become of now, it doesn't matter to him what you did, that was just WHAT YOU DID and that's just it. He doesn't care what other thinks about him, its there thought not his. His a great guy in short. But I don't really know what's on his mind. He never really shared any thought of his, he would just make fun of others.

But I know, his one of the persons I could count on, just for now.. the only piece of advice I got from him was.. "Just stay there, on you're seat, beside Meg, near me and Mickey.", it was.. the most comforting words I heard.. ever since.. everyone started to think bad of me. I'm glad I still have him, Meg, Mickey, and David..


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Watashi wa Althea desu. A normal otaku. I'm happy to have friends which will last forever, and I'm hoping for a longer relationship with my Anata. Hope this upcoming new life will be a lot more wonderful than my past few years. Hoorah for college!
Let's create more memories together. Zutto zutto.

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I CRAVE FOR


i'll write it down in the death note;

Digital Camera
Death Note Live Action
Summer Tour 2007 Final Time: Kotoba no Chikara DVD
To set foot in Japan with my TOMODACHI
Death Note
Hapoo Memories
Finish College

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Anno Meg
Little Meggy
XD Ryan
Arekixu Leks
Jethro
Jenny-chan
Miggs
Jizelle
Queens
Suicidal Imo
Kimmeh



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Kira
Rin


KILL THE SILENCE



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