Love Situation _________________________________________________

Saturday, June 24, 2006

Life is such a pain... I feel so left out... seems like nobody needs me... everyone in school has their own outing... I mean... I am so left alone while they have their own "gimik"... nakakaasar... gustong-gusto ko nman silang makasama... sbgay... I am such a boring person... who would need me in any way?

Sigh... at least I'm quite happy now... since it's raining... I love the sound of it so much... sigh... missy-missy... I feel so lonely whenever I'm in school... that's just it... I wanna... go out and hang with them... the problem is... no one would let me... yah... who would... they don't trust me in any way... they just think I'm an untrustable girl when they give freedom will do sorts of stuff they never wanted me to... Hah! Guess my parents really don't know who I am...

Well... I'm so sick and tired of searching for this happiness of mine... since... all I can ever find is a pair of pain... and agony...

Better give up... and wait... instead of this long search for nothing...

LOVE & JOY

Saturday, June 17, 2006

Haha!! Again... school... I'm so wicked bored!! If I could just skip this damn school I could always use this computer...

Sigh... though... yah, it is quite fun... I mean at school, since I get to laugh most of the time... and yah, those stuffs... ^____________^

Anyways, we have new classmates, an EMO GOTHIC PUNK; Carla, a STICK; Vincent, a CLOWN; Tilo, a QUITE GUY; Noel (he keeps quite alot...), a GUY WHO GOT HIT BY A CAR (JK); Clinton, and a DUDE; Shamir... there we have it... they're all fine, if you'll ask me, I like 'em all... ^_____________^

Sigh... I'm totally bored right now... and I'm totally annoying my dad, since he has to use this computer to install something, which doesn't work on our other computers, and I don't wanna go off... I still need to use this computer of his... though he told me I could have it for my self... sigh... he makes my mind go doki-doki... XD

Well, I'm done with my homeworks, all I have to do is annoy Meg, and my day is complete!!

Tah-Tah!!

LOVE & JOY

Sunday, June 04, 2006

*sigh* Yesterday, I have watched the ending of Chrno Crusade... i-it was soooo... SAD!! *sniffles* Why do they have to die? Rossette Christopher and The Sinner Chrno!! This is sooo unfair!! Rossette died in a tender age of 15, and she has left her brother Joshua (which she saved from the Sinner Aion)... *sigh*, I don't even know if Joshua can remember that he has a sister... I guess, what happened just traumatized him... he shut his mind and heart and just thought of it as a dream... Waaa!! I pity him and Azmaria... *sniffles*, they were all left alone... *sigh*, their only family was gone... Satella had to die first... *cries*...

Atleast, Sister Kate has something good to say... that they don't have to witness what path God has choose... atleast, they won't be able to see the end of the world... poor gentle souls... *cries*...

Plus, that bastard Aion is still alive... DIE YOU EGO-MANIAC!!

*sigh*

Oh yeah!! Gakuen Alice will end now this monday on Animax... another sad thing to happen... *sniffles*

I will never blink my eyes when 7:00 on monday comes... never shall I... :mwahaha:

*sigh* Ya know people... I really hate final episodes... 'cause it feels like I'll never ever see it again... is there an OVA anyway?

*laughs* Sigh... I'm just desperate... since I can only find comfort in animes... 'cause it seems like anime understands me... more like... the author... *sigh*

Anyways, enough about this, Jake will be celebrating his birthday tomorrow, I have to finish my gift... but I'll do it with Meg... as long as she gets home, that is... *sweat drop*...

Well, that is all!! You can watch Chrno Crusade at youtube if ya wanna... it is such an amazing anime!! You'll fall in love with it... ^-^

Well, see ya!! Ja ne minna-san!! Take care as well!!

LOVE & JOY